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I'm too nice for my own good
Jul. 15th, 2005 05:57 pmAh, so work just called in and asked me to come in early, because of "an incident with a team member," whatever that means. So if I work at least 6 hours (from 6ish to midnight) I'll get a 30, which is always nice... mmm, bagel on the way there, maybe? I can still skim 5 and a half hours and be satisfied. I'm trying not to cause too much guff, in case baka "A" our new acting-GM and scheduler, forgot I requested next week off for San Francisco. I will raise hell if she did forget. ^_^
My new obsession: xxxHolic. Whee, Yuko is so... Yuko! I love Yuko. So I want all these xxxHolic layouts, but they seem to be either very rare or just... eugh, not very good looking. So if I tried to make one of my own (ulp) I would want some good scans to work with, but I can't find any of those, either!
Uhm, re: me & Scott, in case you were wondering... we had another long "talk" yesterday, and I got around to telling him how much it hurts that we keep getting into disagreements or whatever (he keeps hurting my feelings) and though we make agreements to change, we never do. He almost sounded like he thought I was listing out all these horrible things about him-- really, it's just the one thing: that he doesn't spend time with me. If he did, maybe when he occasionally says something without thinking, it wouldn't bother me. Maybe he could once again be in tune with my thoughts, and not be so insensitive. Because really, what it all ties down to is that this time of year (I hate summer, in case you didn't know) I need someone... and Scott "wants to be alone," which pisses me off to no end, because all he's BEEN is alone. I feel like he's been ignoring me, despite all the effort and overtures I make, and I'm on the verge of giving up on "us" even though I know that's not what I really want. I wish Scott would put more effort forth, but... *shrug* I mean, until his school ends, I don't know.
I'm hoping that we'll have more time together after he's done with SMC, and that he might even MISS me while I'm in SF. Who knows? I treated him to dinner last night, anyway, and got myself Hot Gimmick 9 (need to return it; the security strip caused a RIP in the pages!) and xxxHolic 2 (had to resist buying Tsubasa: Reservoir Chronicles ~5, and xxxHolic ~5). I want the Clamp no Kiseki sets, but they're so expensive! Isn't it just possible to get the artbooks by themselves? Is there an xxxHolic artbook out yet? These things I will have to look into, once I'm back "home" (in Japantown! Bwahah!). I also got Shoujo Beat 1.
Anyway, off to work.
My new obsession: xxxHolic. Whee, Yuko is so... Yuko! I love Yuko. So I want all these xxxHolic layouts, but they seem to be either very rare or just... eugh, not very good looking. So if I tried to make one of my own (ulp) I would want some good scans to work with, but I can't find any of those, either!
Uhm, re: me & Scott, in case you were wondering... we had another long "talk" yesterday, and I got around to telling him how much it hurts that we keep getting into disagreements or whatever (he keeps hurting my feelings) and though we make agreements to change, we never do. He almost sounded like he thought I was listing out all these horrible things about him-- really, it's just the one thing: that he doesn't spend time with me. If he did, maybe when he occasionally says something without thinking, it wouldn't bother me. Maybe he could once again be in tune with my thoughts, and not be so insensitive. Because really, what it all ties down to is that this time of year (I hate summer, in case you didn't know) I need someone... and Scott "wants to be alone," which pisses me off to no end, because all he's BEEN is alone. I feel like he's been ignoring me, despite all the effort and overtures I make, and I'm on the verge of giving up on "us" even though I know that's not what I really want. I wish Scott would put more effort forth, but... *shrug* I mean, until his school ends, I don't know.
I'm hoping that we'll have more time together after he's done with SMC, and that he might even MISS me while I'm in SF. Who knows? I treated him to dinner last night, anyway, and got myself Hot Gimmick 9 (need to return it; the security strip caused a RIP in the pages!) and xxxHolic 2 (had to resist buying Tsubasa: Reservoir Chronicles ~5, and xxxHolic ~5). I want the Clamp no Kiseki sets, but they're so expensive! Isn't it just possible to get the artbooks by themselves? Is there an xxxHolic artbook out yet? These things I will have to look into, once I'm back "home" (in Japantown! Bwahah!). I also got Shoujo Beat 1.
Anyway, off to work.
