Sep. 7th, 2003

azurite: (stand still)
I just woke up from what has to be (yet again) one of the weirdest dreams I have ever had. This one probably tops any others I've had in recent past for several reasons:
(1) I can't remember having any others-- not that memorable, I guess
(2) I'm dreaming about something that most assuredly has NOTHING to do with me, my life, or something that I ate/did/saw/heard/smelled/touched, etc.

Here goes:
I'm lying in my bed, concentrating for some reason. I don't know why, something along the lines of "it's my job." I think I was telling this to my mother, who was standing in my bedroom door, to my right. This was weird, because I'd never position my bed with the feet facing the door, but that's just how it was. I get the feeling that I didn't just move my pillow to the other end of the bed, I actually MOVED the whole bed.

Anyway, so my bed is facing the wall with what USED to have my desk against it, as well as the door to my room and my closet. Oddly enough, instead of my white-erase board hanging from the wall, there is an old-framed canvas painting. It seems a little off at first, dusty, blank... something's wrong with it. But slowly I start to make out the face of an old woman. I can't see much of her face or her clothes, there's a dark substance all over the painting, dry and crumbly-- maybe even cobwebby? (eww) But she seems to be wearing a Victorian high-neck dress, and looks/feels very out of place.

Speaking of out of place, I reach over to my right, and grab an old metal bell. It's like one of those dorky ones teachers might be expected to have, for whatever reason? I don't know, did I ever have a teacher with a bell? I made the connection though: bell - teacher. In any case, I had this bell on an endtable by my side, for whatever whack reason... 1) I don't have any endtables in my room and 2) I'm not dumb enough to position them right next to the side of my bed where I get up, otherwise I'd surely smack into them (if not topple them over) when I woke up in the morning. But since I don't REALLY have one, that didn't happen.

ANYWAY. So I ring the bell a few times... it echoes... and I close my eyes... I have my lava lamp? Candles-- something is flickering in the background, and the only STEADY source of light starts to fade away. And then there's this big whooshing sound, like I'm getting sucked into a tunnel of sorts, but it's so brief, it's almost Hollywood-ized. Like, sudden whoosh, then silence. I slowly flutter (oh, I'm so pretty!) my eyes open, and instead of a portrait of a woman there, even FAINTLY, there is most distinctly a swirly background (a'la Yu-Gi-Oh cards-- which, by the way, I haven't used/looked at in any form recently-- even in the anime, the card backs aren't that detailed) and, plop in the middle of swirlyness, a bright green-yellow house with a RED question mark in the middle of it.

Board game much? I don't know WHAT this reminds me of, but it has to be some game or something. 13 Dead End Drive? Who knows? The freak show continues. So this woman... I don't know, I can't see her portrait or anything anymore, but something tells me I can *sense* her. She's there, in the room with me. And she's telling me to look for something, and the lighting is all weird, because I can't seem to have an exact source of it-- not like "Hey, there's my lamp," or "Hey, there's some candles I've set up near my lava lamp." Nothing like that. I think I had a flashlight or something odd like that (blacklight?) in my hand though, again, out of nowhere.

And I point my sole source of light to the ground. Yes, it's still my room, and yes, it's still messy- but the clothes on the floor don't SEEM like mine, and the wood doesn't seem finished... Amongst all the mess, I find one sparkling, shining gold nugget.

And then I woke up. For no reason. No sudden sounds, no Earthquakes, no sudden urges to eat french toast or to go to the bathroom. I have no idea why I woke up. It was 12:5X when I woke up-- AM. I didn't mean to take a nap this long (when did I finally go to sleep? 7:5X? LAST night?) but hey, here I am. And I just woke up from a freaky dream.

I have come to an odd, unsupportable conclusion-- the woman used to live in this house, if not in another house that was ON this land. Many years ago, way back when. She used to be an adventurer or something-- she was in California for the gold. But once she got rich and had this posh lifestyle, things weren't all that great, and she missed the adventure and the freedom ("and the danger, too?" methinks) panning used to have. There must have been something special about that one nugget though, she really wanted to find it...

Whew. That was just... bizzare.
azurite: (chibi)
Yeah, so after that dream I wasn't able to sleep much. I'm pretty awake now... something about the quiet, dark hours keeps me here. Weird, when lately I haven't had much to do in terms of online activity. I should remedy that soon though, since when I start work (and eventually, school) I won't have much time for anything anymore!

Let's see... worked on the SMRFF LJ community tonight, though I think modifying it from a closed-->open community irked the server or something somehow, and now all the members have to add themselves. All 11 of them, but big deal. Maybe I can get around to using some nice overrides for the SMRFF LJs too, since I discovered how easy it is. Speaking of which, I really ought to edit the simple "banner background" I have going on, by adding some whitespace.

Priority One right now is getting images and working on the new awards for Mamo Week; only one award, the Best Overall for Usa Week will follow the old format, but if people actually USE these images on websites and such (and not just save them to their compie, like I FEAR!) then I want them to be more web-friendly-- not so huge, stylish, and saying what they need to say. So the new SMRFF Award Design will premiere eventually-- before I go to the wedding, that's for sure.

I just remembered being a lurker over at RAAC-- the Usenet's answer for fanfiction and artwork. All the old school, old-timer, veterans, you know, the respectable MASTERS of the art are still here, and it's amazing. Good stuff, even in the archives, where I caught myself reading the angsty-filled "The Light That Shines Brightest," which is, ironically enough, a Kodocha fic. Sad, really... in the Miscellaneous folder, for those curious. Too bad they don't have Hana Yori Dango and Peach Girl folders. Well, I know what I'll do when I get around to posting new fics...

Speaking of which, downloaded this nifty tool called Reform. It's supposed to help with reformatting fics, something I sorely need... only works with Plain Text though, and it might just be more confusing than I thought. Erk.

Right now, reading some Ranma fics-- KaraOhki posted something new, which amazed me, and prompted me into checking her "Pagoda" out-- some of my favorite fics of hers still aren't finished, but the way I am with fandoms, I end up reading entire fics over and over until authors update. ^^; I remember all the best parts, and then it's like I'm even more hyped up, screaming, "MORE MORE!" Hehe, particularly for fics like Blue Fluffball's "When Bakas Learn" and KaraOhki and David Geraci's "A Kiss to the Victor." Ah, and don't let me forget the (in)famous "Hearts of Ice," by Krista Perry, Goddess At Large. :}

I wanna write fanfiction when I grow up! I swear.

I don't know why I had the sudden urge to listen to this song (on repeat, no less) ... I must have heard a remixed version somewhere, or maybe I just heard the tail end of it and liked the lyrics. It would work for any number of fandoms, but now that Ranma, Kodocha, and Hana Yori Dango are on my mind... well, the scenes are already playing out. See what I mean: Seal - (I Have Been) Waiting For You )

Great song. :)

Holy crap, I just remembered... Daigakusei no Ranma. That must have updated so much since I last read... I really have to get back to that. Seriously, I have to get on update lists. My fic reading habits are horrid.

Note to self-- catch up on these fics:
- Ranma's Apartment - Chris Jones
- A Day and Night - Kyle Emmerson
- Tiger Claw - Madam Hydra
- Best Served Cold - Robert Knighton

All Ranma, all supposedly very good. :) I remember Ranma's Apartment and I *think* Best Served Cold, but I could be wrong. Suddenly I want to work on Time After Time and Saisei again.

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The one true source for anime fan statistics I've EVER seen! Pretty darn cool, if you ask me!

Argh. Listening to "Mitternacht" reminded me (for some odd reason) of this Ranma fic I wrote, but I can't remember the title to, and I'm not sure if I ever posted it (in which case, it probably needs revising). I want to say it was called "Kagemusha," but I never use titles that are so bland... I mean yeesh, there was the Ranma tape, "My Kagemusha, Myself," but I think it was something-- AH HAH! Shadowfall! Yes, and the plot... *schemes* Okay, another fic to add to the list. :)

@_@ Sudden thought-- an adaptation of "A Walk to Remember" could easily be made for the Romeo-and-Juliet arc of Ranma 1/2. After all, Akane is a studious, beautiful girl with an unrecognized talent... Ranma is a slacker who has a change of mind and a change of heart. :) Too bad I'm weaning myself off movie-plot fanfictions, since they aren't all that original. But maybe one day... Huh, some would apply to Moulin Rouge, oddly enough. o_O Of course, the heroine dies in BOTH those movies... >_> (How very Saffron-ish)

Geh, much reading of "A Kiss to the Victor" and "When Bakas Learn" to be had... and I'm finally getting tired. Night, all!

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