azurite | Freakishly cool, mate

Positron -- You are the anti-matter equivalent of
an electron. You are frentic and excitable like
the electron, but you have an unpleasant
personality and tend to destroy everything you
come in contact with. On the bright side
though, you are very cool. You like hanging out
with Anti-Protons.

What kind of subatomic particle are you?
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How did I know I was going to get this? The description from Liz's journal seemed to fit me... Hehe, pretty cool quiz. A lot more intelligent than the rest of them out there on Quizilla. Props to the writer!

Huh. (They're short, but poignant.) I'm not sure whether shorter entries are better-- they don't tell you that much, but then, they don't rant like I do. Hehe, sorry? But tell me what you make of this. Angry in the twenty minutes it took him to drive home from my house. *sigh* He's not even doing it consciously, I hope/think/believe, but still, it's like a guilt-trip. I'm asking myself, what the hell did I do now? Being at fault is never a nice feeling.

;_; I want Style. Network! ;_; Clean House sounds like such a ridiculously cool show! Is it possible to get only a FEW channels of cable for a relatively low price? ^^;; What am I thinking, such UNnecessities!

Okay, so I lied about taking the shower NOW. Bad Mer, bad. But quizzes, email... just a few more things to do before I log, promise. Speaking of promises, I have promised myself to:
a) actually work on what I say I will work on
b) not call Lonnie because then I *will* be a Pest
and
c) be genki and love what I do at work, because it's the only way to have fun licking the boots of fellow moviegoers.

You know what's weird? What's that saying-- uhm, "Learn from your mistakes, because you're not around long enough to make them all yourself?" Something like that, which basically includes learning from other's mistakes. Or looking at what other people do, and then applying it to your life. I mean, how many times have you been in a class and wondered why in the heck you would use some random fact/formula In Real Life? It's like that. I bitch and whine about stuff, and then one of my friends or acquaintances or whatnot has a SIMILAR situation, and I'm looking back and thinking-- woah, before I reprimand or say anything to this other person, maybe I oughta look at myself. *whistles* I'm pretty lucky, in retrospect, I guess. But, as they say, hindsight is always 20/20... Teenagers live really f*cked up lives. There's not enough real stuff made for us, you know?

Finally... I should get to working on drabbles and ficlets. If just to get my creative juices flowing. I gotta pick 5 good CDs and listen to them while I work on Brooke's scrapbook. I need to find the invitation, too, so I can spell her fiancee's name right-- I think it's Michael, but we've been calling him Honus since last Passover, I think...