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Okay, another weird dream. So I was at Michael Fassbender's house-- which was a huge, huge place in the middle of some city. Michael Fassbender, by the way, is Azazeal of BBC's "Hex" fame, and also the guy who made the flying leap at Xerxes in "300." Hot guy, when he's not all pasty-faced.
So I got INVITED to his house (not sure about the why or the how), but for some reason, the idea of being at his house all by my lonesome freaked me out, so I invited Eva along. And because of Eva being there (sorry,
cutieme4u!) it's not like MF and I did anything (and would I want to? I mean, he's hot, but I'm pretty sure he's older than my age limit allows. Right now my "max age for man = 29"). In fact, we all ended up watching movies on MF's widescreen plasma TV from his gigantic bed.
Anyway, come morning, MF leaves to go do something (rather disappointed, I imagine, "you can see yourself out" and all that jazz), and Eva and I leave too, except I leave behind a PINK platform/heel with an open toe. This must have been inspired by "Legally Blonde" or something, because not only do I not own any pink platform/heels, but I wouldn't BUY one even if I saw one.
I don't really know how I forgot said shoe if it was what I was wearing, but that's beside the point. I try to go back and look for it (alone, I think), and in my wandering around the house (which, like I said, is huge), I discover a part that's decorated in more pastel colors than MF's portion-- as it turns out, his ex-wife (!) still lives in the house, they just never interact. And she's in the shower at the moment (which means I have no idea how I knew it was his ex, or that they never interact), so I start sneaking around trying to find MF's room/portion of the house.
I'm going through rooms and doors, but at some point, said wife (dressed by now) catches me. But she's not mad or disappointed. She leaves the room where I was looking for the shoe (as if the shoe could wander from wherever I left it?). Then, a maid in her 60s or so helps me out-- she works for the ex-wife, technically, but she knew the couple when they were actually married.
In the end, I didn't find the shoe though-- I left/was ushered out by the maid, but I was so mad at myself that I tried sneaking back into the house, even though I knew the ex-wife or the maid might get mad (or even MF!) Another friend (who kind of resembled Joe from NSCS, but I'm not sure) came to get me when he found out what I was doing, and knocked on an outside translucent glass door leading right from the room where I'd been with MF and where I lost my shoe.
As we tried to make our stealthy escape (for some reason, we couldn't go through the door Joe had come in), we found ourselves in a lower-level portion of the house that resembled a hotel, with a huge lobby where a bunch of rich people were dining in plush chairs. There were a lot of people out on this terrazzo/patio, so we couldn't go out that way. So we turned around to avoid being seen, and eventually we found this dingy door on the side that was sort of hidden, and it led right out into an alley!
Now, flash to another dream, almost-- I was in some sort of theme park that was either IN San Francisco or had a set-up modeled after San Francisco. I wanted to get on some huge water-drop ride, but this time around, I lost my blue sandal/flip-flop (which I *DO* own). In going back to search for it, I also lost my friends-- I went to try and find them, but I kept getting nagged by various kids, one of whom (a girl, I think) wanted me to buy her something. I said I didn't even know her and she started to get all teary-eyed and upset, saying her Grandma buys her something whenever she wants it. I didn't say anything back- I just walked away and left the girl to cry.
What the heck does all this mean? Is there some sort of symbolism to losing shoes? What about this second time I've "lost" friends at a theme park? And the nagging kids-- does that mean I don't like kids all that much, or is there a hidden message about myself and Baba here?
I'm confused.
So I got INVITED to his house (not sure about the why or the how), but for some reason, the idea of being at his house all by my lonesome freaked me out, so I invited Eva along. And because of Eva being there (sorry,
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Anyway, come morning, MF leaves to go do something (rather disappointed, I imagine, "you can see yourself out" and all that jazz), and Eva and I leave too, except I leave behind a PINK platform/heel with an open toe. This must have been inspired by "Legally Blonde" or something, because not only do I not own any pink platform/heels, but I wouldn't BUY one even if I saw one.
I don't really know how I forgot said shoe if it was what I was wearing, but that's beside the point. I try to go back and look for it (alone, I think), and in my wandering around the house (which, like I said, is huge), I discover a part that's decorated in more pastel colors than MF's portion-- as it turns out, his ex-wife (!) still lives in the house, they just never interact. And she's in the shower at the moment (which means I have no idea how I knew it was his ex, or that they never interact), so I start sneaking around trying to find MF's room/portion of the house.
I'm going through rooms and doors, but at some point, said wife (dressed by now) catches me. But she's not mad or disappointed. She leaves the room where I was looking for the shoe (as if the shoe could wander from wherever I left it?). Then, a maid in her 60s or so helps me out-- she works for the ex-wife, technically, but she knew the couple when they were actually married.
In the end, I didn't find the shoe though-- I left/was ushered out by the maid, but I was so mad at myself that I tried sneaking back into the house, even though I knew the ex-wife or the maid might get mad (or even MF!) Another friend (who kind of resembled Joe from NSCS, but I'm not sure) came to get me when he found out what I was doing, and knocked on an outside translucent glass door leading right from the room where I'd been with MF and where I lost my shoe.
As we tried to make our stealthy escape (for some reason, we couldn't go through the door Joe had come in), we found ourselves in a lower-level portion of the house that resembled a hotel, with a huge lobby where a bunch of rich people were dining in plush chairs. There were a lot of people out on this terrazzo/patio, so we couldn't go out that way. So we turned around to avoid being seen, and eventually we found this dingy door on the side that was sort of hidden, and it led right out into an alley!
Now, flash to another dream, almost-- I was in some sort of theme park that was either IN San Francisco or had a set-up modeled after San Francisco. I wanted to get on some huge water-drop ride, but this time around, I lost my blue sandal/flip-flop (which I *DO* own). In going back to search for it, I also lost my friends-- I went to try and find them, but I kept getting nagged by various kids, one of whom (a girl, I think) wanted me to buy her something. I said I didn't even know her and she started to get all teary-eyed and upset, saying her Grandma buys her something whenever she wants it. I didn't say anything back- I just walked away and left the girl to cry.
What the heck does all this mean? Is there some sort of symbolism to losing shoes? What about this second time I've "lost" friends at a theme park? And the nagging kids-- does that mean I don't like kids all that much, or is there a hidden message about myself and Baba here?
I'm confused.