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azuriteLMAO... http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=7820333450116505275&q=shingo&pr=goog-sl Just watch it.
Changed my layout again, because as much as I loved Cerulean's design, it wasn't compatible with Firefox, and it was driving me up the wall. So I saved her header image and icon, uploaded them, and am using them in the 3-column layout that I customized. I still can't get the mood icons to be in the right place though, and no matter what I do, I can't get the comment text (link) right. *sigh*
I still can't stop thinking about Scott. Maybe this is just an example of how my mind wanders, but focuses on one thing. And it probably doesn't help that I talk about thinking about him here, because in essence, that makes me think about talking about thinking about him. Ugh. He hasn't called, either. He called earlier when I was in class, but didn't leave a voicemail. I don't return calls if they don't leave voicemails, and I really don't want to be the one to call him (even though part of me wants to tell him explicitly NOT to use any picture of me in a damn show, as he did NOT ask my permission)... I don't know what I'd say, and anything I've thought of in my head inadvertently has me sound like I'm trying to guilt trip him.
But the truth is, I have been stressing out over him lately, breaking out even, and blacking out, too! What the hell's wrong with me, I wonder?
Tomorrow/Today is my big day, too... aside from all my classes, I have another hand therapy appointment followed by my written DMV test. I practiced again and got a 91%... so I think I'm doing okay. ^_^v
And you know what? I don't think I have too much to really stress over(boys don't count). Tonight, I was pretty confident in the Story #5 I turned in, I was EARLY to class (my leadership institute class got canceled/lost-- wah!), and I helped Esmeralda and another one of our classmates out-- they were so grateful, we drove to In-N-Out, TREATED me to a whole meal, and then gave me a ride back to school and dropped me off right in front of the USU. ^_^ It almost feels like we're friends. And... you know what? I'm not as scared anymore if Esmeralda wants to introduce me to her friend. She showed me a picture of him, and he's pretty cute! (If Eva can score with a hawt white guy, so can I!)
I'm also inspired for WDKY21 and 22 (and beyond), and am getting help from a wonderful, most unexpected source:![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
miss_matched! *tears up* Thank you...
*deep breath* Things are going to be okay. I'm gonna be fine.
Changed my layout again, because as much as I loved Cerulean's design, it wasn't compatible with Firefox, and it was driving me up the wall. So I saved her header image and icon, uploaded them, and am using them in the 3-column layout that I customized. I still can't get the mood icons to be in the right place though, and no matter what I do, I can't get the comment text (link) right. *sigh*
I still can't stop thinking about Scott. Maybe this is just an example of how my mind wanders, but focuses on one thing. And it probably doesn't help that I talk about thinking about him here, because in essence, that makes me think about talking about thinking about him. Ugh. He hasn't called, either. He called earlier when I was in class, but didn't leave a voicemail. I don't return calls if they don't leave voicemails, and I really don't want to be the one to call him (even though part of me wants to tell him explicitly NOT to use any picture of me in a damn show, as he did NOT ask my permission)... I don't know what I'd say, and anything I've thought of in my head inadvertently has me sound like I'm trying to guilt trip him.
But the truth is, I have been stressing out over him lately, breaking out even, and blacking out, too! What the hell's wrong with me, I wonder?
Tomorrow/Today is my big day, too... aside from all my classes, I have another hand therapy appointment followed by my written DMV test. I practiced again and got a 91%... so I think I'm doing okay. ^_^v
And you know what? I don't think I have too much to really stress over
I'm also inspired for WDKY21 and 22 (and beyond), and am getting help from a wonderful, most unexpected source:
miss_matched! *tears up* Thank you...*deep breath* Things are going to be okay. I'm gonna be fine.
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Opinion
Date: 2005-11-03 05:02 pm (UTC)And that video, is just messed up. LOL
Re: Opinion
Date: 2005-11-03 07:07 pm (UTC)I had a great meditation last night though, and a wonderful, deep sleep, so I think I'm taking steps in the right direction.