And everybody say...
Oct. 5th, 2004 10:42 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
azuriteYATTA!
Okay, so I have a clean bill of health. You know what that means. I still have an appointment tomorrow at one to find out why I'm nearly six weeks without a period, and over two weeks late from when I should have gotten it. Stress, maybe? Who knows.
The little Evil Green Mer resurfaced, and this isn't the one you'd like to appear. She's not a writing muse, nor a whip-cracking motivator. She's a jealous little bitch who likes to jump to conclusions, and doesn't like it when other girls --even if they're long-time "friends"-- touch her boyfriend in one of those nice, masseuse-y ways.
Look, it's one thing if:
a) Scott and Carolyn traveled Thailand together
b) Scott and Carolyn were roommates/house mates last year
c) they're still good friends
d) she'd just touched his hand or whatever
But come on, a shoulder massage? And right in front of me?! -_-; Yeah, so I got a bit jealous. I didn't say anything or make any faces though. Carolyn's a nice, admirable girl, but what is she trying to pull exactly? I hate being jealous... I want to be able to trust my own boyfriend for Pete's sake.
I stayed at the Oviatt until 8:30, since Scott had class still 9. I finally finished my second Media Notebook entry-- it went from 9 pages to 16. Scott had good timing too-- right as I was about to go to the Media Reserve to work on my Geography notes, he came... so we headed to Sierra Hall's History Research Center to pick up Tony and Carolyn before heading out to the car in the "boonies," or over on Shoshone and Prairie, several blocks from school.
I think I neglected to mention something that might actually be stressing or upsetting me.
Scott's going to Thailand.
Of course, he got his ticket way back when, when he started working at the bookstore. And he's going for New Year's, so it's not like he'll be missing any strictly important holidays with me or his family or anything... *shrug* I guess, I don't know, I've always been kind of bummed that I've never had anyone to kiss on New Year's. And I mean someone that I actually like that way. Unless I have a screwed up memory or something... *sigh*
I don't even know if we're going to spend a fraction of our Winter holiday together-- maybe beforehand for Christmas, or after when he gets back? I'd like to at least see him off to the airport or something cheesy like that. But then, there's obligations to family. Maybe I'll be going back to San Francisco (I'm only half happy about that. I like the city in the winter, but... I really don't want to go back there) or something. At least, I'd like to spend part of Thanksgiving weekend with Scott, since after that there'll be so much taking up our time. At least we'll both be in San Diego...
I don't know.
Oh yeah, and I'm in the midst of a semi-ridiculous argument with a certain someone *cough*![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
yami_jhoney*cough* about fanfiction. This person claims to have not been in school for years, yet refuses to do any sort of research for fanfiction, proofreading for incorrect punctuation, or pre-reading on publishing sites like Fanfiction.Net to follow guidelines and publishing criteria in regards to format changing. She also uses double negatives and non-existent (and there is a difference between non-existent and non-standard) words. -_- I HATE TROLLS.
I should start my fast soon, so that I can go back to Kaiser and get that silly blood test done and over with. That's my motto for this week: "Do it and get it over with." I still have to do my reading for Speech tomorrow, and maybe some last minute Geography reading. Maybe I should just ask Grandpa to drop me off at school early...
Dammit, I hate WordPerfect. It always freezes when I have to print!!! >_
Okay, so I have a clean bill of health. You know what that means. I still have an appointment tomorrow at one to find out why I'm nearly six weeks without a period, and over two weeks late from when I should have gotten it. Stress, maybe? Who knows.
The little Evil Green Mer resurfaced, and this isn't the one you'd like to appear. She's not a writing muse, nor a whip-cracking motivator. She's a jealous little bitch who likes to jump to conclusions, and doesn't like it when other girls --even if they're long-time "friends"-- touch her boyfriend in one of those nice, masseuse-y ways.
Look, it's one thing if:
a) Scott and Carolyn traveled Thailand together
b) Scott and Carolyn were roommates/house mates last year
c) they're still good friends
d) she'd just touched his hand or whatever
But come on, a shoulder massage? And right in front of me?! -_-; Yeah, so I got a bit jealous. I didn't say anything or make any faces though. Carolyn's a nice, admirable girl, but what is she trying to pull exactly? I hate being jealous... I want to be able to trust my own boyfriend for Pete's sake.
I stayed at the Oviatt until 8:30, since Scott had class still 9. I finally finished my second Media Notebook entry-- it went from 9 pages to 16. Scott had good timing too-- right as I was about to go to the Media Reserve to work on my Geography notes, he came... so we headed to Sierra Hall's History Research Center to pick up Tony and Carolyn before heading out to the car in the "boonies," or over on Shoshone and Prairie, several blocks from school.
I think I neglected to mention something that might actually be stressing or upsetting me.
Scott's going to Thailand.
Of course, he got his ticket way back when, when he started working at the bookstore. And he's going for New Year's, so it's not like he'll be missing any strictly important holidays with me or his family or anything... *shrug* I guess, I don't know, I've always been kind of bummed that I've never had anyone to kiss on New Year's. And I mean someone that I actually like that way. Unless I have a screwed up memory or something... *sigh*
I don't even know if we're going to spend a fraction of our Winter holiday together-- maybe beforehand for Christmas, or after when he gets back? I'd like to at least see him off to the airport or something cheesy like that. But then, there's obligations to family. Maybe I'll be going back to San Francisco (I'm only half happy about that. I like the city in the winter, but... I really don't want to go back there) or something. At least, I'd like to spend part of Thanksgiving weekend with Scott, since after that there'll be so much taking up our time. At least we'll both be in San Diego...
I don't know.
Oh yeah, and I'm in the midst of a semi-ridiculous argument with a certain someone *cough*
yami_jhoney*cough* about fanfiction. This person claims to have not been in school for years, yet refuses to do any sort of research for fanfiction, proofreading for incorrect punctuation, or pre-reading on publishing sites like Fanfiction.Net to follow guidelines and publishing criteria in regards to format changing. She also uses double negatives and non-existent (and there is a difference between non-existent and non-standard) words. -_- I HATE TROLLS.I should start my fast soon, so that I can go back to Kaiser and get that silly blood test done and over with. That's my motto for this week: "Do it and get it over with." I still have to do my reading for Speech tomorrow, and maybe some last minute Geography reading. Maybe I should just ask Grandpa to drop me off at school early...
Dammit, I hate WordPerfect. It always freezes when I have to print!!! >_
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Re: And everybody say...
Date: 2004-10-06 06:44 am (UTC)Do you usually have missed or irregular periods, or is this the first time this has ever happened to you?
I don't get monthly periods myself. In my case, it's because my body doesn't develop enough estrogen. Well... that, and the fact that I'm not the only one in the family that has that. My mom had irregular periods, until she had me.
But, hey, I'm sure everything is fine with you. It's either because you're stressed out, you're losing or gaining weight, or because you're not eating properly. Something tells me you need a little time off. My advice is, you either do something you enjoy this weekend, or you can take it easy back in the dorm. I wish you the best of luck. :)
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Date: 2004-10-06 03:21 pm (UTC)YATTA!!!
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Date: 2004-10-06 08:26 pm (UTC)I wish I could comment on the jealousy thing but . . . I'm afraid I have nothing of value to say. Hang in there and take it one step at a time.
I read the whole "debate" thing >-< I'm with you on saying its "semi-ridiculous." It boggles the mind . . .