Spread the lurve.

LMAO... http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=7820333450116505275&q=shingo&pr=goog-sl Just watch it.

Changed my layout again, because as much as I loved Cerulean's design, it wasn't compatible with Firefox, and it was driving me up the wall. So I saved her header image and icon, uploaded them, and am using them in the 3-column layout that I customized. I still can't get the mood icons to be in the right place though, and no matter what I do, I can't get the comment text (link) right. *sigh*

I still can't stop thinking about Scott. Maybe this is just an example of how my mind wanders, but focuses on one thing. And it probably doesn't help that I talk about thinking about him here, because in essence, that makes me think about talking about thinking about him. Ugh. He hasn't called, either. He called earlier when I was in class, but didn't leave a voicemail. I don't return calls if they don't leave voicemails, and I really don't want to be the one to call him (even though part of me wants to tell him explicitly NOT to use any picture of me in a damn show, as he did NOT ask my permission)... I don't know what I'd say, and anything I've thought of in my head inadvertently has me sound like I'm trying to guilt trip him.

But the truth is, I have been stressing out over him lately, breaking out even, and blacking out, too! What the hell's wrong with me, I wonder?

Tomorrow/Today is my big day, too... aside from all my classes, I have another hand therapy appointment followed by my written DMV test. I practiced again and got a 91%... so I think I'm doing okay. ^_^v

And you know what? I don't think I have too much to really stress over (boys don't count). Tonight, I was pretty confident in the Story #5 I turned in, I was EARLY to class (my leadership institute class got canceled/lost-- wah!), and I helped Esmeralda and another one of our classmates out-- they were so grateful, we drove to In-N-Out, TREATED me to a whole meal, and then gave me a ride back to school and dropped me off right in front of the USU. ^_^ It almost feels like we're friends. And... you know what? I'm not as scared anymore if Esmeralda wants to introduce me to her friend. She showed me a picture of him, and he's pretty cute! (If Eva can score with a hawt white guy, so can I!)

I'm also inspired for WDKY21 and 22 (and beyond), and am getting help from a wonderful, most unexpected source: miss_matched! *tears up* Thank you...

*deep breath* Things are going to be okay. I'm gonna be fine.

Fixin' fixin'

Today's The Big Day. I finished Japanese and managed to breeze through my dialogues and response drills; next is facilitating some poetry readings and responses in Creative Writing. Easy enough. Then comes hand therapy at 2:45 (I hope whoever I get is nice...), and my written DMV test at 4:10. Watch as I kick ass and take names!

Tomorrow? I'll go to Red Robin and anime club. Phil's a bit of a prick for changing his mind twice about whether or not the club should participate in the natural high fair, and supposedly we're going to try and set up a table to do origami-- if it's not too late. The fair is about 10 days away by now...

In any case, if I do get the Red Robin job, I can say goodbye to Friday nights. As I thought with last semester, I don't think there's too much I'm going to miss. Alas, Ben is gone. There's no one else there that captures my attention, and everyone there either takes me for granted, treats me poorly, or ignores me. Besides, if I make server and I get $400 in tips every weekend, do you think I'm going to give a rat's ass about ANIME club? Shit, I'll be able to buy anime from Japan on DVD, or get boxed sets from Suncoast and stuff! I'm sure there's some way I can keep up on fansubs... Hmm, I wonder if there's an RSS for d-addicts and animesuki?

I think I fixed betasquad's security problem, though. I edited two of my past entries to be friend's only, but to test and see if I really made all the entries community-only and not just friend's only, I need someone on my friends list who is NOT a member of betasquad to go to the community and tell me what they see. I would really appreciate some help, guys!

Also, I can't get my layout to work right. Anyone have experience tinkering with layers, because I checked it out yesterday, and they changed the editing system for S2 when I last used it, and I am lost! I tried contacting unfloopy, who made the 3-columns layout, but I can't get ahold of her.

Time to work on some critiques!