It's an attempt, at least

Been playing Star Ocean 2 and watching TV most of today. Ah, weekends. Mom was out all day, even if it was Mother's Day. She spent yesterday with Gary, since she didn't come back till late this afternoon. But who am I to be melancholic?

Watched some AMVs later tonight, as I had the insane urge to review some of my old fics. I even posted the demi-finished rewrite of "Haraguroi Yuugi: The Malicious Play," up on FFnet. The Seiya/Usagi fic (don't shoot! PLEASE!) "Sleepover," is in the works for a cliffhanger right now. =P

One of the AMVs that really got to me (and few do) was the DnA Digital Production of "First Love," to Utada Hikaru's single of the same name. The lyrics were pretty scary in the sense that I could relate to them, so I suppose this posting of the lyrics (for those who don't know them, and for those that do) is for that someone... ah, if he even gives a damn about me anymore.


FIRST LOVE
3rd Single
By Utada Hikaru
Translation by Shinobi Chirlind-Byouko; contributed to animelyrics.com
Edited by Azurite


the last kiss
tasted like tobacco
a bitter and sad smell

about this time tomorrow
where will you be?
who will you be thinking about?

You are always gonna be my love
I'll remember to love
You taught me how

You are always gonna be the one
even if I fall in love with someone once again
I'll remember to love
you taught me how

you are always gonna be the one
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song

the moment in time that stood still
is about to start moving
there's many things that I don't want to forget about

about this time tomorrow
I will probably be crying
I will probably be thinking about you

You will always be inside my heart
I hope that I have a place in your heart too
Now and forever you are still the one

you will always be inside my heart
you will always have your own place
I hope that I have a place in your heart too

now and forever you are still the one
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song

You are always gonna be my love
I'll remember to love
You taught me how

You are always gonna be the one
Now and forever... you are always gonna be my love
even if I fall in love with someone once again
I'll remember to love
you taught me how

you are always gonna be the one
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song


OWARI

*sigh* Not much else to say, folks. Except...

I want chicken.

Bah, Fin cheers me up from time to time, without knowing it

You know, one of the AMVs I watched tonight was a Bufft the Vampire Slayer one (betcha didn't know THOSE existed, didja!?) made by, OH MY GODDESS - EMILY WALDON - !!! There's no way in Hellmouth that could be anyone but the fantastic, super-popular, demi-retired (?) fanfic writer... right? (or should I say 'write?' Haha...)

o_o Watched the Charmed season finale tonight, too. Wasn't all that. Lame Titan/Goddess-ness. Phoebe was Aphrodite, Piper was Demeter, and Paige was Athena. But they were never named, and they gave up their uber-godly powers at the end of the episode. (somehow I think it's pretty unfair how they 'destroyed' the two powerful Titans just by dropping them into a pit of lava. I mean come on...) Oh, and I don't like Chris, the new Whitelighter. -.- But if he really DID destroy Leo, the new Elder Up Top, who would?

On with the questionaire:

1. Ever encountered a ghost? I'd say so, yeah.

2. Ever seen a UFO? On the X-Files...

3. Does your computer have a name? My old compie used to have a hard-drive named 'ID4,' because my sister and I *loved* that movie SO much... uhm, now the computer is just 'Stupid' 'Annoying' or 'GAUGH!'

4. Three things unusual about you: I'm not what I seem; I love time paradoxes and quantum mechanics; I love to change my hair color, even if I don't do it that often

5. Greatest prank pulled? I think I've told everyone by now; in 7th grade, when Ryan McGilley actually believed my stunning performance of "Yes, I *was* actually in Species!"

6. Define goth: Uhm, people who pierce everything, never get out in the sun, and like to wear black lipstick and nail polish? And maybe they're satanists or Anti-Christs or anarchists? ^^;; I don't know, I don't care...

7. Music CD you're ashamed to have? *shudder* B-B-Brit--Br-... GAUGH, I can't say it!!

8. Do your bathroom tiles have little faces? Uh, the ones in the toilet room (they're separate) do. When you stare long enough.

9. Believe in revolution? Uh, what KIND of revolution? Dance Dance Revolution? *snicker*

10. Do you like Bush? How would YOU feel about a government run by guys named Bush, Colon (Colin) and Dick?!

11. Area 51? The truth is out there... in the Nevada Desert!

12. Do you eat cows? Mmm... steak.... *dr00l*

13. Do you abuse cows? If I had access to a cow, I'd bring it to the top floor of my school. As a prank. Is that abuse? The cow would just stay up there.

14. Last dream you had? *scratches head* Ho hum... I don't remember.
15. Worst Nightmare? GAH, pick one! There was that one after the night I saw "The Ring," and every time I got up and it was dark, I thought my floor was wet, and I could hear (from my mom's room) the sound of a TV on a static-channel!! ;_;

16. How many languages do you speak? English, Pig Latin (iay peaksay igpay atinlay!), l33t (does that count?) and some Japanese!

17. Two things you wish you were good at? Finishing what I start, and being more tactful

18. What super ability do you want? I can't choose! Psychic powers, the ability to flw, super-strength, or killer speed. Any of the above would make me a happy mutant. ^_^

19. What are the little light speck thingies moving in a circular motion that appear when you look at the sky?
Tiny little fairies trying to tell you "Stupid, you're not supposed to look at the sun!"

20. Do you know what I'm talking about? Yes. And I know the color of your socks, too.

21. How will humanity end? Uh, 30,000,000,000 years from now?

22. Think you could survive a ship wreck? Depends on where the ship is wrecked. And who I'm with.

23. Four things you want to forget? *sigh* A lot more than four... but isn't listing them here just creating a more painful reminder? I'll opt out of this one, thankyouverymuch.

24. Worst movie? "The Master of Disguise." Poor Brent Spiner...

25. Five things you're afraid of? Death, being alone, dying alone (kill two birds with one stone, eh?), Not succeeding

26. How long can you hold your breath? Not long; I have asthma and am a self-induced WEAKLING!

27. If you could take one item with you to paradise, what would it be? What Fin said: If it was Paradise, would I really NEED anything? Except maybe a PERSON...

28. What animal do you resemble? Hm... one of those annoying, ferocious dogs that bites its own tail from time to time? ^^;

29. Favorite ice-cream? Rasberry Sorbet. Oh, it must be ice-cream? Fine then, World's Best Vanilla.

30. Leather or silk? *laughs* Must you ASK? LEATHER, darlings, LEATHER... so long as it's not a couch.

Gah, done with that. Still achey, coughy, and wanting chicken.

I hate klutzing out

I'm not myself right now, as my mood so plainly states. It sucks. I'm not exactly a ballerina (*snicker* Princess Tutu-- Quack?) or anything, but I'm usually pretty good about not tripping over my own two feet today and killing myself by falling onto a rubber duckie. I'm also not half this crazy, and even when I am, I never admit it. There is something seriously wrong with me today.

At Wash House, I broke the bottle of Juice Squeeze I had JUST BOUGHT when the guy asked me to move. I grabbed my wallet and sandwich, and the bottle just went CRASH! shattering all over the floor. I felt very stupid and useless, since Lauren and Colleen did most of the cleaning up before the workers took over mopping and sweeping up the glass... and it also pissed me off that they didn't give me a free drink, when I'd barely taken a sip from the bottle! ;_;

( interesting... )

Oh, and in the process of GETTING to Wash House, I decided that, if I wasn't skinny (it's all my head's fault; my head's too big) enough to fit between the gate, I could do what Dan did (and he came back to Math class today. I antagonized him about Prom and his hair, which was adorable. It's "Two Guys, A (Crazy) Girl, and a Basket of Calculators." and just jump the fence. But I'm wearing my black stretch pants, not jeans and... well, the barbed edges of the fence caught me on my knee, tore a huge hole, and stabbed me. My right leg is now somewhat shifted to the right, hanging like some dead... something.

And even though I have a delish sandwich, I can't squelch my craving for that KFC Family Feast meal. How cheesy, I've fallen for advertising! Jason Alexander's, no less! Someone shoot me with a mayo gun! ;_; SEE!? This is what I mean, I'm losing it.

This is a busy week too.
TUESDAY - Doctor's Appointment 1:30pm
WEDNESDAY - Anime FX Marathon Meeting (?)
THURSDAY - Anime FX Final Meeting (?)
FRIDAY - Pick up dress from Nicole's 4:40pm ; Dance Concert @ School Auditorium 8:00pm
I'm pretty sure there won't be anything at RTA, given that B3 is the next day
SATURDAY/SUNDAY - B3

And for the rest of the month...
21 - Choir Concert @ School Auditorum
25 - Lyric Wheel Due
28 - VAPA Awards
31 - Prom

June
5 - GRADUATION!!!
9 - Go to CCSF and attempt to ADD Japanese 1A
?? - Father's Day (should I...?)
29 - Dad's Birthday
Week of the 30th - Usa-Week @ SMRFF (GAUGH!!! HOLIDAY PLANNING!!)
Sometime this month - keep promise to Bonnie and work on "Golden Apple"

I'm slowly beginning to stress. Maybe Colleen's right and I'm some sort of hypochondriac or something. She thinks that the other night on the F-line when my hand just went dead that I had some sort of stroke. I wouldn't be surprised, even if I'm 18 or something. After all, it runs in my family.

Bah, I hate sounding depressing, but I'm not myself right now. Wouldn't it just be poetic justice if I died, of all things, of a heart attack?