Procrastination is a disease
Mar. 15th, 2004 12:45 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
azuriteI woke up this morning with the intention of going to work and making some money, but I'd gotten a call earlier in the morning (oops, left my cell outside again) that my shift was cancelled. And I have tomorrow off anyway, with my hair appointment at 2pm (I hope Mom remembers to lend me $20) and the rest of the day open. But until I get my tax refund, I'm sort of broke-- I bought the new CD wallet at Virgin, and the 2nd "Shopaholic" book-- I must use all my coupons up! There's a Virgin in Burbank...
Well anyway, so I stayed online, porked out in front of the computer again until 4pm. Damnit, 4pm! Mom was right, I should have gone outside and enjoyed the nice weather. Instead of being all depressed and lonely indoors. I wanted to be a little productive, but somehow, even working on BEA doesn't feel enough. I made Mamono and Ami's review pages, and got to reading Ami's suggested fic, "Love Kaleidoscope," by Momochan. I read it before, but it's always nice to read a long fic again. I still have lots of fics *I* need to review for BEA.
And then there's WDKY, which I keep putting off. I'm so bad.
I dueled Yugi again tonight-- what an easy win! 15 minutes tops, I swear. I got a crappy Fusion Card, "Fusionist," along with some lava monster, and the best of the bunch-- Gaia the Fierce Knight! Finally my deck is beginning to look like something I can kick Yugi around with! I successfully managed to Fusion Summon my one Fusion Monster (before I got the other one) and wiped Yugi's face with it. That was a great feeling-- he never had the chance to bring out a powerful monster (his highest ATK monster was "Doma, the Angel of Silence") or Swords of Revealing Light. ^_^ Bwaha.
Okay, so tomorrow I have to get money from mom and get my hair done-- the timing is right, it looks all frumpy, and I want to look good for the open house!
I'm working on BEA's Feature/Fanfic/Azurite's Reviews page now... I hope to get it done by the time I get sleepy. See, I ended up taking a 4 hour nap after all that time in front of the comp, lazy one that I am. I still have a DVD and a library book to return, so sod it, I'll do it tomorrow! I WILL! Damn Joe never wanted to do anything today like he said.
/.\ I know it's silly to complain, I just feel so lonely lately, you know? I've gotten a great deal of congratulations from people online (inclidung Steph, Eva, and Katia) but in real life, it's like no one knows or cares. People I see on a regular basis still treat me like I'm at 50% opacity. *snark* No one at FX even congratulated me. Am I being a priss for wanting that much?
Somehow, I already know my birthday's going to be a flop-- everyone in school. How can I possibly plan anything? I don't even know if I *want* anything-- where to go, what to do, what to eat! It's pathetic, really. Birthdays become less and less of a big deal as the years wear on. I'm turning into my mother, oh god.
*sigh* I miss my sister.
Well anyway, so I stayed online, porked out in front of the computer again until 4pm. Damnit, 4pm! Mom was right, I should have gone outside and enjoyed the nice weather. Instead of being all depressed and lonely indoors. I wanted to be a little productive, but somehow, even working on BEA doesn't feel enough. I made Mamono and Ami's review pages, and got to reading Ami's suggested fic, "Love Kaleidoscope," by Momochan. I read it before, but it's always nice to read a long fic again. I still have lots of fics *I* need to review for BEA.
And then there's WDKY, which I keep putting off. I'm so bad.
I dueled Yugi again tonight-- what an easy win! 15 minutes tops, I swear. I got a crappy Fusion Card, "Fusionist," along with some lava monster, and the best of the bunch-- Gaia the Fierce Knight! Finally my deck is beginning to look like something I can kick Yugi around with! I successfully managed to Fusion Summon my one Fusion Monster (before I got the other one) and wiped Yugi's face with it. That was a great feeling-- he never had the chance to bring out a powerful monster (his highest ATK monster was "Doma, the Angel of Silence") or Swords of Revealing Light. ^_^ Bwaha.
Okay, so tomorrow I have to get money from mom and get my hair done-- the timing is right, it looks all frumpy, and I want to look good for the open house!
I'm working on BEA's Feature/Fanfic/Azurite's Reviews page now... I hope to get it done by the time I get sleepy. See, I ended up taking a 4 hour nap after all that time in front of the comp, lazy one that I am. I still have a DVD and a library book to return, so sod it, I'll do it tomorrow! I WILL! Damn Joe never wanted to do anything today like he said.
/.\ I know it's silly to complain, I just feel so lonely lately, you know? I've gotten a great deal of congratulations from people online (inclidung Steph, Eva, and Katia) but in real life, it's like no one knows or cares. People I see on a regular basis still treat me like I'm at 50% opacity. *snark* No one at FX even congratulated me. Am I being a priss for wanting that much?
Somehow, I already know my birthday's going to be a flop-- everyone in school. How can I possibly plan anything? I don't even know if I *want* anything-- where to go, what to do, what to eat! It's pathetic, really. Birthdays become less and less of a big deal as the years wear on. I'm turning into my mother, oh god.
*sigh* I miss my sister.
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Date: 2004-03-15 05:55 am (UTC)No, of course not! Everyone likes being appreciated. There's this saying that goes something like "The deepest craving of human nature is to be appreciated" Or something like that, anyways. ^^; And I have to agree. When you get appreciation for your accomplishments you feel... happier. With yourself and everything.
>.< I feel like I'm preaching...
Oh, and congrats for getting into CSUN and happy Birthday! ^^
Ehh??
Date: 2004-03-16 03:27 am (UTC)*coughs* Yeah, I have to whip up something delicious for Atlantis, anyway, for her birthday.
I just have to come up with a plausible b'day idea, and get WDKY9 out... haha, the comments'll make me feel better, I hope.
Thanks again for your kind words! ^_^
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Date: 2004-03-15 11:41 am (UTC)P.S. Don't let your birthday be a flop! That would be no fun at all. If nothing else, you and I shall make a date and chat online (seeing as how our times never seem to correspond IM-wise) and have a virtual birthday. Mine's coming up on the 28th and I will finally be the *spectacular* (che, yeah right) age of 18.
Rather soon!??!
Date: 2004-03-16 03:31 am (UTC)Virtual b-day-- hehe sounds fun! I'm coming on AIM more often nowadays, but I didn't have you on my BL ^^; Hey, so I'm going to whip something up for you for your b'day, but lord knows I can't draw Seto. So... ^_^ It'll be something else, but something good (I hope).
18 is a rockin' age... sorta. Buy a lotto ticket.
ohh jeez
Date: 2004-03-15 08:22 pm (UTC)B-day
Date: 2004-03-15 10:48 pm (UTC)And also, next year you'll be like the rest of us, in school and constantly busy...cant wait huh?
So ok, later.
----> Katia @-}--
Re: B-day
Date: 2004-03-16 04:37 am (UTC)I'm pretty excited about the open house next week... ^_^