Procrastination is a disease
Mar. 15th, 2004 12:45 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
azuriteI woke up this morning with the intention of going to work and making some money, but I'd gotten a call earlier in the morning (oops, left my cell outside again) that my shift was cancelled. And I have tomorrow off anyway, with my hair appointment at 2pm (I hope Mom remembers to lend me $20) and the rest of the day open. But until I get my tax refund, I'm sort of broke-- I bought the new CD wallet at Virgin, and the 2nd "Shopaholic" book-- I must use all my coupons up! There's a Virgin in Burbank...
Well anyway, so I stayed online, porked out in front of the computer again until 4pm. Damnit, 4pm! Mom was right, I should have gone outside and enjoyed the nice weather. Instead of being all depressed and lonely indoors. I wanted to be a little productive, but somehow, even working on BEA doesn't feel enough. I made Mamono and Ami's review pages, and got to reading Ami's suggested fic, "Love Kaleidoscope," by Momochan. I read it before, but it's always nice to read a long fic again. I still have lots of fics *I* need to review for BEA.
And then there's WDKY, which I keep putting off. I'm so bad.
I dueled Yugi again tonight-- what an easy win! 15 minutes tops, I swear. I got a crappy Fusion Card, "Fusionist," along with some lava monster, and the best of the bunch-- Gaia the Fierce Knight! Finally my deck is beginning to look like something I can kick Yugi around with! I successfully managed to Fusion Summon my one Fusion Monster (before I got the other one) and wiped Yugi's face with it. That was a great feeling-- he never had the chance to bring out a powerful monster (his highest ATK monster was "Doma, the Angel of Silence") or Swords of Revealing Light. ^_^ Bwaha.
Okay, so tomorrow I have to get money from mom and get my hair done-- the timing is right, it looks all frumpy, and I want to look good for the open house!
I'm working on BEA's Feature/Fanfic/Azurite's Reviews page now... I hope to get it done by the time I get sleepy. See, I ended up taking a 4 hour nap after all that time in front of the comp, lazy one that I am. I still have a DVD and a library book to return, so sod it, I'll do it tomorrow! I WILL! Damn Joe never wanted to do anything today like he said.
/.\ I know it's silly to complain, I just feel so lonely lately, you know? I've gotten a great deal of congratulations from people online (inclidung Steph, Eva, and Katia) but in real life, it's like no one knows or cares. People I see on a regular basis still treat me like I'm at 50% opacity. *snark* No one at FX even congratulated me. Am I being a priss for wanting that much?
Somehow, I already know my birthday's going to be a flop-- everyone in school. How can I possibly plan anything? I don't even know if I *want* anything-- where to go, what to do, what to eat! It's pathetic, really. Birthdays become less and less of a big deal as the years wear on. I'm turning into my mother, oh god.
*sigh* I miss my sister.
Well anyway, so I stayed online, porked out in front of the computer again until 4pm. Damnit, 4pm! Mom was right, I should have gone outside and enjoyed the nice weather. Instead of being all depressed and lonely indoors. I wanted to be a little productive, but somehow, even working on BEA doesn't feel enough. I made Mamono and Ami's review pages, and got to reading Ami's suggested fic, "Love Kaleidoscope," by Momochan. I read it before, but it's always nice to read a long fic again. I still have lots of fics *I* need to review for BEA.
And then there's WDKY, which I keep putting off. I'm so bad.
I dueled Yugi again tonight-- what an easy win! 15 minutes tops, I swear. I got a crappy Fusion Card, "Fusionist," along with some lava monster, and the best of the bunch-- Gaia the Fierce Knight! Finally my deck is beginning to look like something I can kick Yugi around with! I successfully managed to Fusion Summon my one Fusion Monster (before I got the other one) and wiped Yugi's face with it. That was a great feeling-- he never had the chance to bring out a powerful monster (his highest ATK monster was "Doma, the Angel of Silence") or Swords of Revealing Light. ^_^ Bwaha.
Okay, so tomorrow I have to get money from mom and get my hair done-- the timing is right, it looks all frumpy, and I want to look good for the open house!
I'm working on BEA's Feature/Fanfic/Azurite's Reviews page now... I hope to get it done by the time I get sleepy. See, I ended up taking a 4 hour nap after all that time in front of the comp, lazy one that I am. I still have a DVD and a library book to return, so sod it, I'll do it tomorrow! I WILL! Damn Joe never wanted to do anything today like he said.
/.\ I know it's silly to complain, I just feel so lonely lately, you know? I've gotten a great deal of congratulations from people online (inclidung Steph, Eva, and Katia) but in real life, it's like no one knows or cares. People I see on a regular basis still treat me like I'm at 50% opacity. *snark* No one at FX even congratulated me. Am I being a priss for wanting that much?
Somehow, I already know my birthday's going to be a flop-- everyone in school. How can I possibly plan anything? I don't even know if I *want* anything-- where to go, what to do, what to eat! It's pathetic, really. Birthdays become less and less of a big deal as the years wear on. I'm turning into my mother, oh god.
*sigh* I miss my sister.
