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azuriteOkay, I'm in a somewhat better mood now. Hot chocolate does that to me, I guess.
Mom wasn't much of a comfort. At least she didn't bitch and whine, say I told you so... I swear to god that if she had, I probably would have hit her or something. Which is horrible of me to say, but I've taken so much shit from her (including abuse) that it would have at least been semi-justified, if not stupid. But enough of that, she didn't say it, I wouldn't do it... blah blah...
Looking for that Yu-Gi-Oh font, the one used on the back of the starter decks, and on all the DM cards. >_< Pain in the ass, for a font that's got so many "niche" attributes to it.
Applied to CCSF for spring '04. Doesn't look like there's a deadline for it or anything... and as soon as I take the tests again (oh joy) then I'll be set. Well, at least I'll be going there with other people, right? I mean, people I know.
*sigh* Mom's going out with Helena. She said "She's been feeling kinda down, so we're going to go out..." That's sad. I'm telling her I feel like my whole life has been ruined, and I'm beating myself up over this, hoping to get even an OUNCE of comfort, but all she tells me is that at the Kaiser allergy office, they still have my picture of a nurse up. -.- That's cute and all, but it's not COMFORT. It's not an invitation to go out. She NEVER takes me out anymore. We never do anything together. If this continues, the holidays are going to suck.
On the bright side, last night after work I went to hang out with Joe, and I got myself (well, technically, JOE got me... I have to pay him back once my paycheck goes through tonight) 2 games (Forbidden Memories and Inuyasha) and 2 Yu-Gi-Oh Prima Guides. They're all pretty fun and useful... though the Yu-Gi-Oh game is proving to be a pain in the ass. I miss the days when I could print craploads of FAQs and cheats out. Now I have to rely on Prima! *gag*
So what kind of music do you listen to when you're bummed? The kind that perks you up 'cause it's happy, or the kind that sympathizes with your anger and depression and makes you want to break an orange with your bare hands? ^^;;;
FOK, I have to do Nanowrimo. But writing when Mer = depressed = bad combination. I can't even focus on WDKY... too many other ideas. Damn Seto Kaiba. I knew putting him on my desktop was a bad idea. *strangles Seto* Damn you for being so sekshee!
Maybe I should watch Sailor Moon Super the movie. Usagi's got this killer speech in there that makes every wrong in the world that slaps you in the face cower in fear. I mean, her words are true and powerful, which is scary, because she's saying this intelligent thing, and it's Usagi. She's a ditz. I love her to bits. :D Long live Sailor Moon!
*yosh!* Okay, Ely-nee-sama's been there for me for Cosmos knows how many years. She totally rules, and she's probably one of the bigger online influencer-peoples. :D And if she says she ain't gonna give me no pity and I better fight back tooth and nail, THEN DAMN STRAIGHT I WILL! MERO MERO NEVER SETTLES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAARGH!
=^.^=
This song is pretty good for rage-blasting. I need a guitar to smash, though. X_X Har har.
Mom wasn't much of a comfort. At least she didn't bitch and whine, say I told you so... I swear to god that if she had, I probably would have hit her or something. Which is horrible of me to say, but I've taken so much shit from her (including abuse) that it would have at least been semi-justified, if not stupid. But enough of that, she didn't say it, I wouldn't do it... blah blah...
Looking for that Yu-Gi-Oh font, the one used on the back of the starter decks, and on all the DM cards. >_< Pain in the ass, for a font that's got so many "niche" attributes to it.
Applied to CCSF for spring '04. Doesn't look like there's a deadline for it or anything... and as soon as I take the tests again (oh joy) then I'll be set. Well, at least I'll be going there with other people, right? I mean, people I know.
*sigh* Mom's going out with Helena. She said "She's been feeling kinda down, so we're going to go out..." That's sad. I'm telling her I feel like my whole life has been ruined, and I'm beating myself up over this, hoping to get even an OUNCE of comfort, but all she tells me is that at the Kaiser allergy office, they still have my picture of a nurse up. -.- That's cute and all, but it's not COMFORT. It's not an invitation to go out. She NEVER takes me out anymore. We never do anything together. If this continues, the holidays are going to suck.
On the bright side, last night after work I went to hang out with Joe, and I got myself (well, technically, JOE got me... I have to pay him back once my paycheck goes through tonight) 2 games (Forbidden Memories and Inuyasha) and 2 Yu-Gi-Oh Prima Guides. They're all pretty fun and useful... though the Yu-Gi-Oh game is proving to be a pain in the ass. I miss the days when I could print craploads of FAQs and cheats out. Now I have to rely on Prima! *gag*
So what kind of music do you listen to when you're bummed? The kind that perks you up 'cause it's happy, or the kind that sympathizes with your anger and depression and makes you want to break an orange with your bare hands? ^^;;;
FOK, I have to do Nanowrimo. But writing when Mer = depressed = bad combination. I can't even focus on WDKY... too many other ideas. Damn Seto Kaiba. I knew putting him on my desktop was a bad idea. *strangles Seto* Damn you for being so sekshee!
Maybe I should watch Sailor Moon Super the movie. Usagi's got this killer speech in there that makes every wrong in the world that slaps you in the face cower in fear. I mean, her words are true and powerful, which is scary, because she's saying this intelligent thing, and it's Usagi. She's a ditz. I love her to bits. :D Long live Sailor Moon!
*yosh!* Okay, Ely-nee-sama's been there for me for Cosmos knows how many years. She totally rules, and she's probably one of the bigger online influencer-peoples. :D And if she says she ain't gonna give me no pity and I better fight back tooth and nail, THEN DAMN STRAIGHT I WILL! MERO MERO NEVER SETTLES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAARGH!
=^.^=
This song is pretty good for rage-blasting. I need a guitar to smash, though. X_X Har har.
