Somewhere Over the Rainbow
Feb. 26th, 2001 09:57 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
azuriteIt's really a bunch of... well, suffice it to say, lies. Lies upon lies. People have a tendency to create their own little bubbles, worlds within the reality of our world, where everything is okay.
One of my friends has this thing with the world: everything is cute, everything is good. Small stuff, stupid stuff. She just can't be serious. It's not like she cracks inappropriate jokes when she's uncomfortable; it's more like everything is perfect. She is overly mushy, and yet, when she writes she evokes these emotions that are so hidden beneath her skin.
Normally, the way she acts is so annoying, but she's a dear friend to me. But she's way over the rainbow, a place sometimes I wish I could be.
People say I have a way too serious demeanor, and should "lighten up". I've been through so much crap that it's hard for me to do anything like that; my feet are firmly planted on the ground my relatives are buried 6 feet under in. I think I'm a sort of realist, but I escape my problems by writing away: here, and at my sites, for the stories. I like anime, it's a world away from any world, it's so artificial. My dad hates this fact, but it's my escape. Personally, my independence and humanity is shown no matter what I watch, no matter how immature it looks, because at least I'm not escaping the world using drugs or alcohol. But sometimes, over the rainbow just isn't enough.
I apologize if this entry made absolutely no sense whatsoever.
Somewhere Over The Rainbow
Way Up High
There's A Land That I've Heard Of
Once In A Lullaby
Somewhere Over The Rainbow
Skies Are Blue
And The Dreams That You Dare To Dream Realy Do Come True
Someday I'll Wish Upon A Star
And Wake Up Where The Clouds Are Far Behind Me
Where Troubles Melt Like Lemondrops
Away Above The Chimneytops
That's Where You'll Find Me
Somewhere Over The Rainbow
Bluebirds Fly
Birds Fly Over The Rainbow
Why, The Oh Why... Can't I...?
Present Tense Note: Said friend and other people dating back to this time can probably guess who I'm referring to without much effort. Keep in mind that when I wrote this, I wasn't criticizing the person, just her views and my interpretation of them. That said, the friend in question has grown up A LOT and in many ways, and I still cherish her very dearly. My own attitude about the world is far less pessimistic than it was in high school.
One of my friends has this thing with the world: everything is cute, everything is good. Small stuff, stupid stuff. She just can't be serious. It's not like she cracks inappropriate jokes when she's uncomfortable; it's more like everything is perfect. She is overly mushy, and yet, when she writes she evokes these emotions that are so hidden beneath her skin.
Normally, the way she acts is so annoying, but she's a dear friend to me. But she's way over the rainbow, a place sometimes I wish I could be.
People say I have a way too serious demeanor, and should "lighten up". I've been through so much crap that it's hard for me to do anything like that; my feet are firmly planted on the ground my relatives are buried 6 feet under in. I think I'm a sort of realist, but I escape my problems by writing away: here, and at my sites, for the stories. I like anime, it's a world away from any world, it's so artificial. My dad hates this fact, but it's my escape. Personally, my independence and humanity is shown no matter what I watch, no matter how immature it looks, because at least I'm not escaping the world using drugs or alcohol. But sometimes, over the rainbow just isn't enough.
I apologize if this entry made absolutely no sense whatsoever.
Somewhere Over The Rainbow
Way Up High
There's A Land That I've Heard Of
Once In A Lullaby
Somewhere Over The Rainbow
Skies Are Blue
And The Dreams That You Dare To Dream Realy Do Come True
Someday I'll Wish Upon A Star
And Wake Up Where The Clouds Are Far Behind Me
Where Troubles Melt Like Lemondrops
Away Above The Chimneytops
That's Where You'll Find Me
Somewhere Over The Rainbow
Bluebirds Fly
Birds Fly Over The Rainbow
Why, The Oh Why... Can't I...?
Present Tense Note: Said friend and other people dating back to this time can probably guess who I'm referring to without much effort. Keep in mind that when I wrote this, I wasn't criticizing the person, just her views and my interpretation of them. That said, the friend in question has grown up A LOT and in many ways, and I still cherish her very dearly. My own attitude about the world is far less pessimistic than it was in high school.
