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Aug. 2nd, 2006 12:07 amazuriteWhy is it when you're 13-16, the distance between you and 20+ year olds seems so much bigger? Now that I'm 21 (and I almost said 19. I still feel 19. That's kind of sad.), being friends with 23-28+ year olds doesn't seem so weird, but anyone closer to 30 friending me would have me wondering what's going on. So it's perfect that you're smack in the middle... except I'm still kind of in that SMRFF "She's one of the really cool prolific ones I really oughta worship!" Back when I was the youngest one/the n00b on SMRFF, that meant almost everyone was my onee-chan, and only a couple people REALLY intimidated me (like "zomg, you know who I am? I mean, you know that I exist?"). QS, the Other Meredith (aka Meredith Bronwen Mallory), and you were probably in that category. ^^;; I don't really know why I thought that way-- always walking on egg-shells.
And now, for my stupid moment-- I think once again I've gotten confused about the Megs/Mehgs (Mehgth?) thing. Different people, right? My brain is about as unreliable as a snowball in hell. I know I met one (and if it was you, go ahead and virtually shoot me for forgetting; like I said, Unreliable Brain), and got that cool anime CD which I still have almost all the tracks to (though I don't know what half the tracks are, or where they're from).
But to be a bit more specific, lately you've been a super-help to me, especially with![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-community.gif)
30kisses. I was terrified of the mutiny/revolt I staged, especially if I had friends/acquaintances from other comms (i.e. smrff) that were active in 30_kisses and would hang me for treason or something. You did no such thing, and in fact, have continued to be a wonderful help in every possible way.
Anyway, dorky as it is in this day and age, when the slightest bit of Japanese will stir accusations of "FANGIRL!" I still think of the few SMRFFers hanging around (that I know for a fact are older than me) as "onee-chans" and even if it's a bit awkward (for you?), it's nice to not be so intimidated anymore.
And now, for my stupid moment-- I think once again I've gotten confused about the Megs/Mehgs (Mehgth?) thing. Different people, right? My brain is about as unreliable as a snowball in hell. I know I met one (and if it was you, go ahead and virtually shoot me for forgetting; like I said, Unreliable Brain), and got that cool anime CD which I still have almost all the tracks to (though I don't know what half the tracks are, or where they're from).
But to be a bit more specific, lately you've been a super-help to me, especially with
30kisses. I was terrified of the mutiny/revolt I staged, especially if I had friends/acquaintances from other comms (i.e. smrff) that were active in 30_kisses and would hang me for treason or something. You did no such thing, and in fact, have continued to be a wonderful help in every possible way.Anyway, dorky as it is in this day and age, when the slightest bit of Japanese will stir accusations of "FANGIRL!" I still think of the few SMRFFers hanging around (that I know for a fact are older than me) as "onee-chans" and even if it's a bit awkward (for you?), it's nice to not be so intimidated anymore.
