azurite | Premonitions and weird dreams

I had a very strange dream this morning. I don't remember all of it, and what I do remember isn't very clear, but I remember that I was with Scott somewhere, at a carnival or event or something. He said something that upset me, and I gave him a sad/upset look and stalked off. He came after me a second later, calling to me to get me to stop, so I ended up walking around a corner (with trees on it; we were on a dirt path) and sitting at a wooden picnic table. We were talking (sitting next to one another) on the bench when a group of girls came up to us, asking us for something. I think they wanted us to buy tickets or something, because I distinctly remember orange, ticket-like things. I asked what it (a game) entailed, and I remember her saying one thing, and then math, math, math (over and over again). I suddenly became aware that I was dreaming (I literally thought "Oh, I'm dreaming") and then I woke up-- and instead of "math, math, math" it was my alarm going off like crazy. ;_; I hate that alarm, but it's the only thing that wakes me up sometimes!

I also woke up with the strange need to do a tarot reading, which I kind of put off for a while. So during my overlap period, when another girl was manning the front desk here at the ITR Walk in center, I did a reading. Initially, I thought it was all bad news, because many of the cards were reversed, and I had some of the not-so-nice major arcana cards. In the end, I had 5 major cards and 5 minor cards, 2 cups, 2 pentacles, 1 sword, 8 odd and 2 even (I did a Celtic Cross reading, in case you want to know). The cards pretty much reinforced what I'd already started to think in regards to this whole Scott/Peace Corps, Me/Japan thing. It's a matter of being patient, not letting the past rule, control, or scare me, and letting things happen as they will. So, April ahoy!