Bitch, Please

[azurite]

So I've decided that on my next stretch of free time, I'm going to do this series of posts on delishidoodle called Iconista! Like Fashionista, but not. Anyway, since I'm a Photoshop padawan of sorts, I figure I might share some secrets, point to some good tutorials, and reveal some interesting, lesser-known tools of the icon trade. And of course, I'd love help! Links, images, communities, whatever.

I've seen so many funny icons today... seriously, it's inspiring me for yet another set. I've already got too many sets planned. It takes me forever to make icons because I'm so picky (and I'm always distracted), so that's NOT a good thing.

On top of that... yesterday was my first official day of "work" at Jamba Juice, in which much paperwork was involved, and I met two more new hires, Jasmine and Andrew. At the end (toward 8pm), I got to make my own smoothie! It's not as hard as I thought it would be, but since I had to sign all my paperwork (I never sign anything without finishing it), it took me a bit longer, and I felt slightly ignored by the staff. -_- Not nice.

Anyway, I've got an interview at Suncoast today, and if all goes well I will be juggling two summer jobs and raking in the bucks, which I need...
* Paid account for here would be nice
* Manga I'm missing, namely Yu-Gi-Oh! Duelist #4
* The Creative Writer's Kit, because you can never have enough writing inspiration

And probably a horseload of other things I can't think of off the top of my head. I also have to get Baba to take me to Payless today, because we SPECIFICALLY must have these "Safe-T shoes" for work. Converse, apparently, are not slip resistant. I go back to work again today from 6-8pm.

Waaaaugh, that means no "Kingdom of Heaven" for me tonight (Scott was planning on going with Baba and Grandpa). And unless I can jimmy the VCR to record again (the extension cord in the rec room SuX0rZ!) I don't want to miss Alias, and Baba and Grandpa wouldn't want to be out that late ANYWAY, so...

...yeah, whatever.

Is it weird of me to feel slightly upset at Scott for not even realizing I'm bummed when we sleep in separate rooms? It's just that we were staying together the past several nights (not doing anything, mind you) and then the one night he goes out with his friends and I'm *coincidentally* (honest) still up, he conks out in his room-- reading my magazine. I go in and all, but he's just all "la la la" in the sense that it never even occurred to him that I might want to stay. I'm one of those types that needs to be ASKED to do that kind of thing, I guess... anyway, I don't want to make a mountain out of a molehill, so whatever.

I have a sore throat anyhow.

Comments

[svelterose.livejournal.com]

I think you might be getting bummed for deeper reasons. It seems so strange that in a relationship that you want, you're still bummed about it all the time (or it seems like you're depressed about it all the time from your posts). Take it from his POV, if the guy had wanted his own room, knew his girlfriend didn't like it but still wanted his own room, how do you think he could proceed about this manner? The only way he could get you out of that mood is ask you to move back in- to him, that's giving up his own comfort for yours.

You need to work out some balance...I mean it sounds like you do spend a lot of nights in there.

I suppose I need to understand what's so special about living in the same room when you guys are already in such close proximity to each other.

Nope nope

[azurite]

Well I personally don't think that I'm depressed all the time about the relationship-- truthfully it makes me very happy, it's just occasionally it irks me a bit when Scott doesn't notice things I want him to, after what I've felt has been me head-ramming the idea into him for ages.

You're right-- being in close proximity is both a good thing and a bad thing, and I shouldn't take it for granted anymore than I have.

^_~ Thanks.

Re: Nope nope

[svelterose.livejournal.com]

I *still* don't think he deserves you...¬_¬ He just seems oblivious a lot of the times.

Oi, stupid male species!

[schmollieollie.livejournal.com]

congrats on the suncoast interview! I'm also hoping to have two jobs this summer if possible since I'm not getting the hours I need at this job. But I hope youre well :)