I should be excited, but I'm also vaguely overwhelmed

[azurite]

The final line in WDKY12 summarizes it all: Woah. Just Woah.

Speaking of WDKY12, since FFnet's down, it's up --exclusive!-- at my Mailing List, http://groups.yahoo.com/group/azurite_updates, in the files section! Go check it out and post on-list (or off, if you're so inclined) as to what you think! It'll be up at FFnet, MMorg, Darkness Rising, and Dragonfayth on the 24th or later.

In other WDKY news, remember how I was sort of struggling for what to put in those "very necessary" filler chapters, which is pretty much anything after Chapter 18 or so? Well, I finally figured it out. For all those keeping up with the current anime arc and the (unnamed) Doma/DOOM Syndicate, you're going to love/hate me. Yes, they're going to be in WDKY, but NO, not how you think. Maybe. Probably. Kind of. *evil grin*

Ah, I love conflict and controversy!

Aaand... I'm also in love with Scott. No, really. And I swear to god, it was right out of a fanfiction-- he said he loved me too, and it was the perfect moment. And I survived!!! I can finally start living for me, but in memory of my sister too, because I want to do all the things she didn't or couldn't. I want to finish college, get a degree, travel, get married, have kids, have fun... explore the world! I want to exercise the right-side of my brain!

I'm determined now! Nothing can stop me! My muse is on a sugar high, I'm ready to groove, kick some ass, and unlock some more DDR songs! Let's go! ^_^

P.S. Go watch Yakitake! JAPAN. It's the cutest, bestest "makes me hungry" anime ever. ^_^

P.P.S I love this WDKY icon so much, I might never use any of the others. Unless I get hit by a mental train or fake it, I doubt I'll be able to finish Nanowrimo, but the icon's still there as a guilt-trip.

Comments

[starrienite.livejournal.com]

Aaand... I'm also in love with Scott. No, really. And I swear to god, it was right out of a fanfiction-- he said he loved me too, and it was the perfect moment.

*sniffles* That is so...so...*sobs* romantiiiiiic *cries* you GO little Andi you GO! *cries more*

I'm such a sucker for romance *sigh*

^_^

[azurite]

Thankoo... But now that I consider it, it's probably very cheesy that I said "it's something right out of a fanfiction." I think some of that WAFF sauce I got tossed into (by ely, some time ago) seeped into my skin and into my brain cells. o_O

[shalilajupiter.livejournal.com]

You know, I don't remember the first time my boyfriend told me he loved me. It just sort of was said and it was as though it wasn't a new revelation or news or a big step. It just was. In fact, it's always been like that. There have never been big sweeping movements, but just gradual change over time, like the movement of continental plates. Sometimes one will scrape a certain way and an event will occur, but no one notices the change until after the event has occurred. By that time it's almost as though you wonder if it wasn't always that way.

Hah. I have no idea why I just rambled about that.

I don't know. I always think it's interesting to see how different relationships are, well, different. It amazes me. The wonder of the human dynamic I suppose.

*grin*

[azurite]

See, you say that the change for you was like the gradual shifting of a continental plate-- it sounds slow and progressive, but the second you say something like "continental plate" BAM! it becomes a big deal in my mind (they are, after all, huge).

There's a whole ooey gooey history with me and the L-word, not to mention Scott having self-imposed committment issues and angst with the word in question. I guess for us, it is kind of a big step, but I'm trying to refrain from saying it too much and being smothering.

Re: *grin*

[shalilajupiter.livejournal.com]

Anything to do with expressing an emotion is a big deal, or a big step.

I tend to be very stingy with my feelings. I feel them, but I don't expresse them, which creates a lot of problems. I'm afraid to say that had my boyfriend come out and just said "I love you," I probably would have nodded and replied "very well," even though my world revolves around him. So even though we loved each other tremendously, we still had to go through this very slow 'warming up' process.

I think it's important, in any relationship to both understand yourself and to understand the other person as well, and to decide on what's going to comfortable for both of you. Even though most of the people I know think it's weird that I can't pinpoint a 'date', I like it that way, because that's who we are.

Oddly, I find saying we to be a bigger deal than saying love.

And this is the part where I really need to stop talking.

^^ So happy for you~!

[rhapsody-dragon.livejournal.com]

Ha! ^-^ You got to put up WDKY somewhere at least! And it's going to be a smash hit when it goes live on FF.net!

(And now, I'm wondering-- very much so-- about WDKY... What are you planning...? XD; Do I need to post the evil note again?)

Aaand... I'm also in love with Scott. No, really. And I swear to god, it was right out of a fanfiction-- he said he loved me too, and it was the perfect moment. And I survived!!! I can finally start living for me, but in memory of my sister too, because I want to do all the things she didn't or couldn't. I want to finish college, get a degree, travel, get married, have kids, have fun... explore the world! I want to exercise the right-side of my brain!

^-^~! Awesomeness!!! Go, Az...! That's just so awesome! So awesome that all of my brain power is used on being happy for you that I can't come up with anymore describing words!

Yakitake! JAPAN... My friend said that was really good too... ^^ Time to go mooch--er... Do some polite requesting...

^-^ Woot! I'm glad you like the WDKY icon...! ^^ *uber-happy* ^^;; And Nanowrimo... ^^;;; Don't be guilty... I can be guilty for both of us seeing as how I haven't done much of anything... ^^;;;

[guardian-kysra.livejournal.com]

I'm so happy for you!!!!! And I think I just ran out of adjectives, so yeah, excuse me.

*hugs*

^_^

[azurite]

Thank you regardless, adjective-happy or not. =D

[homgsekrit.livejournal.com]

<3 Good for you. ;3 Enjoy life, with Scott, and just drink it all up, drink it in, love every moment. ;3

*must go read WDKY 12 now*

There's that little poem

[azurite]

I can't remember how it goes, but it's something like this:
Dance like there's no one watching
Love as if no one else cared
Live like it's your last night on earth

...or something like that.

Anyway, I plan to! As best I can, anyway. Hope you like WDKY12 and tell me what you think! *always desperate for reviews*

Re: There's that little poem

[homgsekrit.livejournal.com]

^O^ Good to know.

And as for WDKY12...going by memory here, since I read it...definitely a few hours ago, and I've been talking away to a few people, so things might be askew in my head....

But yes. >3 I loved it. >3 It was adorable, considering Mokuba's reactions, then Seto's to Mokuba. ^^;;; What I really owe you, though, is actual reviews at ff.net. I've just not had time. I swear. X___X *dies* I need to stop saying that and just do it, though. I guess After I make some comments.... >.>