I Tink I Brode My Nobe

I think I broke my nose. No, seriously. There wasn't any Hollywood blood, but there was an audible crack, and now there is what I believe a lump in my nose that Wasn't There Before. -.- So it wasn't enough that I already have a crooked wannabe-Jewish schnoz, but now it's even MORE deviated than before. :P

( Mer's Attempt at Translating Utada Hikaru's 'Sakura Drops' )

Work wasn't bad... I guess I had the memories of last night to cheer me up. Honestly, a great New Year's. No one threw up, and everyone seemed pretty happy...

I think I might have been the only dark cloud there for awhile, as I unpredictably thought of Michelle while watching the fireworks up on the hills. That sort of bummed me out; her birthday's on the 21st, and she would have been... what, now? 27. Wow. She'd probably have kids and be married now. Or at least be somewhere getting her graduate degree or directing movies or... geez. I don't know.

I'm never going to be an aunt. That sucks. That really, really sucks.

If I'm ever dumb enough to get married, he better have a sister or something. Who has kids.

Yeah, so the fireworks rocked. Everyone was hyped up about it, until we were all going to leave, and then the slightest mention of drizzle glued everyone in their spots to where they were standing, watching people play games. -.- Apparently 'Niichan, Anthony, and some other people tried to find us, but Ilene, Chris, and I had wandered to some weird place that no one could find.

Mahoro-ville, perhaps. *smirk*

We screamed, we yelled, I tried to drink rain... Ilene and Chris kissed. :P Haha, I never was a sucker for that tradition much, anyway.

Though admittedly, I did like my living pillow for the night... *huggles*

Yeah, and the thing about New Year's? You're a little bit more willing to let the past go. It's probably not that much easier, but... I suppose honesty (drunkenness?) and such come hand-in-hand with a new year. You learn new things about people every day, I guess... :D

I go to work at 10-something tomorrow, so I better log... *sigh* Mom's present will have to wait for the 3rd, when I don't have to work until 6th.

Oh yeah.

New Year's Resolutions

(1) Don't question other people's resolutions, no matter how tempting it is.
(2) Don't bite my nails. Even if it means getting a manicure every month.
(3) Clean my f*ing room! And keep it that way!!!!
(4) Finish many of my "dead fics" including Dream a Dream, Brand New Day, Twisted Fate, and others. Get started on all those ideas and post them, so I don't suffer a Klez loss of ideas, like I did before.
(5) Get all my damn sites up! Maintain them at least monthly, no matter what "fandom swing" I'm in.
(6) GO TO F*ING COLLEGE! I don't care if it's CCSF, CSUN, or SFSU, I wanna learn!!!
(7) Don't EVER EVER EVER EVER let boys ruin My Fun.
(8) Stay In Touch with Friends.
(9) Go to Fanime 2K4. Have the Perfect Con Time. Even if it means I pay extra and spend more time in the bedroom and less time in the panels. ;)
(10) Be Me.

For some reason New Year's Resolutions (well, maybe not mine) make me a bit depressed.

"Hikari" isn't helping. It's like a slow, sad song.

ripped from syn_zero ... who I hope doesn't deem me part of that 'past he'd like to erase.'

[10 of your favorite songs right now, in no particular order]
10. Utada Hikaru - Tokyo Nights
9. Utada Hikaru - Sakura Drops
8. She Moves - Breaking All The Rules
7. T.a.T.u - All The Things She Said
6. Elissa - Mamboleo
5. Christina Vidal - Take Me Away
4. Yolanda Adams - I Believe
3. Jo Dee Messina - I Wish
2. Sarah McLachlan - Fallen
1. Sister Hazel - Change Your Mind

[9 things you're Looking forward to]
9. Hearing from CSUN...?
8. Star Ocean: Till the End of Time
7. Going to college next fall...?
6. FANIME!!!!!!!!!!
5. Maybe my birthday. 19's not that big a deal, though, right?
4. Hopefully a vacation. I seriously need to get out of here. Anyone up for a road trip?
3. Every Single Pay Day.
2. Going to sleep tonight.
1. Better Days.

[8 people you've known the Longest]
8. Eva
7. Steph
6. Rochelle
5. Katia
4. Sheila
3. Vince
2. Joe
1. My MOM! :P

[7 things that annoy you]
7. Druggies
6. Smokers... but not so much as before.
5. Emotions.
4. Taxes.
3. My computer.
2. The process of getting admitted into a college/university.
1. Men.

[6 things you touch everyday]
6. Myself! HAH! :P
5. The... fridge handle! Yeah!
4. This keyboard, probably. Almost everyday, at least.
3. My icky work uniform.
2. Glasses
1. My glittery pens!

[5 things you do everyday]
5. Breathe.
4. Think.
3. Eat.
2. Talk to friends (I'd like to think I do, anyway)
1. Dream.

[4 people you wanna spend more time with]
4. Vince
3. Eva
2. Rochelle
1. [NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS]

[3 movies you'd watch over & over again]
3. Monty Python: The Search for the Holy Grail (is that the exact title?)
2. Batman: Returns (Catwoman! ME-ow!)
1. Jurassic Park. 42 times wasn't enough...

[2 things you're scared of]
2. Being alone
1. Being alone in the dark

[1 person you'd spend your Life with]
1. Myself. I always did say I'd die a spinster...