If you know the words, sing along!

( there was this thing, and they called it a party )

( the legend of eternal light )

( party, part 2 )

( which fruity fruit are you? )

( keeping busy )

( kero-chan says to expect the unexpected! )

( what anime medium are you? )

( expecting much yet? )

( I thought *Mike* was the Wolf in this pack! )

Life's too short for regrets, that's what I say. I don't feel bad about much, but I do think back on things, maybe dwell more than I'd like. It's hard to be indifferent, hard to just try and have fun. I feel like I have to be involved in stuff somehow, and then part of me's sick of that-- for once I would like to be in the audience, and not onstage, or not behind the scenes directing.

( bite me. )

Well, as the song goes, "Come what may." I guess I'll keep trying to live life as it comes, deal with situations. Lonnie and Mike are both too perceptive for their own good-- they both know I'm too high-strung and stressed out, but even I don't know over what. Maybe it's just because it's that time of year. I'm still a little weirded out over everything recently... I mean... wow, just too much for words. You think you know people, that you understand things, that you know what to say and do, but you really don't.

( to heck with it, all the quiz results are going here now. )

Well, I think I'm the only one that liked the Hulk. Except maybe Erwin. Him and me, we're art freaks, we are. True comic fans. Hehe.

What else is there? (My Fandom has trust issues!) Hehe... yeah, the Inuyasha community here on LJ is pretty active, and I'm enjoying it. But aside from the SMRFF, I'm getting pretty sick of Yahoo! MLs. So much email to check whenever I'm gone! I miss having an account I could download to Outlook Express. I seriously need a domain or something soon, so I can get my own personalized, junk-free email! Yahoo will go to hell! I have to just start deleting all those old messages... burn CDs of stuff.

Oh yeah, and I've been itching to say this for so long. Okay, not so long, but... you guys know I'm prone to trusting my friends over people I don't know so well. And I'm prone to trusting girls over guys. Maybe that's a good thing, maybe that's a bad thing, who knows right now? But I mean, I have trust issues with more guys right now than I do girls, and I wonder why that is.

I thought I knew someone, even if he wasn't that much of a "friend" to me, or vice versa. By now it's probably old news... yeah, Benji took Grace's skateboard. Over just a beanie? No. More than that, but it's not my place to say. But it seems none of us are a good judge of character. You never know what someone is capable of until it's too late, and people are hurt beyond repair. Benji deserved to lose his tail, and a lot more than that. He got off easy.

Grace, I want you to know that you are a kick-ass girl, and despite the fact I'm a bitch about your smoking, I do love you to bits. Stay sane, determined, and in-charge. Never let someone rule you because you AND ONLY YOU are in charge of yourself and what you feel. You know what I mean.

Now that I think about it, there's another guy like that. Not the same situation, which is a good thing, because I can maintain the way I am around him, but... it's still pretty strange, thinking that someone who believes you're a friend might be two-faced.



What Shoujo Mascot Are You?

Okay, I lied, one quiz result HERE. But Stef's right-- Ai would say something about bestiality here. But Inu's HALF HUMAN!


So.... gotta get back to stuff. Maybe I'll write "Twisted Fate" and some "Spooferlicious" and "Golden Apple" (if Baine ever comes online!) later. Gotta email the SMRFF about the new layout, once I get onto that SN. Whee.