FINALLY!

( Mike would laugh )

Finally, it's Friday! YAY! I'm kinda edgy about going to the Beacon and finding out if I got into the Media Academy... but I know I'll angst about it later if I don't. Mm, yeah, so I'm going to go to Brown Bag Theater (Yumm, lunch and a play for only $2!) at 11:50, and maybe if it ends before lunch does, I'll run to the Beacon and ask Jessica if I got in. *pray pray* Oh, I hope I did...

I worked on "Click Picks" more this period... the top 3 funny websites for the Feb. 2002 issue are "Strong Bad Emails," "The Wave Magazine," and "Quizilla." Yay! If anyone else have any other suggestions, for any type of category, do let me know! ^_^

( Nocturne Princess )

So today's plan is to finish all my classes (thankfully the day is going by nice and fast... it'll slow down later, I hope) and go home, shower real quick and maybe play some Star Ocean... go to Richter's, then In-N-Out for an early dinner and an application drop-off, then to RTA to hang for the rest of the night... and to belt to Amber about my newest "issue." Lately I've had a sudden burst of reluctance in meeting Taisuke. I mean, tomorrow!! EEK! I don't want to just go to this guy's house or have him come to mine, even when I've talked to him bunches online. Admittedly, I know him through Rochelle, but she's never actually MET him before, she just knows him through another friend. Yeeks, and I don't want to meet him on some street corner-- I changed to Japantown, since it's comfy territory, and I know he probably doesn't have an expectations -he refuses to even look at my picture, even though I've seen his- but now I'm not just nervous, I'm really reluctant.

I don't know. Would it be cruel of me to cancel on him? I'd just... I don't know anymore. Blaah.

YATTA!!!

I just got a voicemail in the middle of 5th period, and I thought at first that it was Taisuke calling me for some odd reason in the middle of school... thankfully it wasn't (no guilt here) -- instead, it was Jessica from the Beacon! I GOT IN! I mean, I kinda sorta knew earlier, for two reasons: 1, during the interview, she seemed to nod and tell me I'd get in, but after that, she'd confused me by telling me "not to be disappointed if I didn't get in" and 2, because when I passed by her this morning, she kept nodding and giving me the thumbs-up. Well, the call confirms it! YAY! Maybe I'll be able to make my own Flash movies soon, figure out all those layout tricks I don't know yet for HTMl, CSS, and Java... *excited as hell* Whee~~ Plus at the end of 8 weeks, $250!! YATTA!

*cough* Ahem yes. I saw Brown Bag Theater today too, and it was pretty packed... I didn't know the simple little theater productions were such a hit. I sat at the front/center table on the stage (whee, no uncomfy auditorium seats with bottomless pits below them!) with Stephanie and Kripa, both unexpected attendees. The hot dog, soda, and chips I got for only $2 (what a deal!) was big and delish, though I wished I had relish... blah, only ketchup does not an exciting hot dog make. Well, at least I wasn't nauseating after eating it... ^^;; Oh, and of course, the play was good, too... *grins* It was entitled "Finger Food" and was written (I believe) by a girl in the Intermediate Drama class, and peformed by two of her classmates, Brittany and Anthony. Anthony was pretty cute now that I think about it... hmmm. Hehe... Well, so Anthony played Danny, (or was it Denny?) a photographer for advertisers. Brittany played a famous hand-model's understudy, @_@ but I forgot her name. But it was hilarious because it was riddled with sexual undertones ("I love doing hand jobs") and there were no holds barred-- Propster didn't mind the swearing at all! All in all, it was good fun, and I definitely look forward to going again. As for the trying out for BBT and possibly getting into the school's Talent Show (probably to replace the canceled Spring Musical) I don't think that's my turf. Sung yes, he won five awards, one of which was "Biggest Drama Queen (King)." So he can do that and kick everyone else's arse. Ehee, I'll just write the article on it. ^.~

Mm, I have to go back to sorting out a bunch of damn password papers for Koski. Mata~

Meow... =^.^=

Mm, I'm at Amber's house, staying over... the cat is onmy left, I think she likes me. >_> The keyboard is loud, but there's no one asleep to wake up. My eyes kinda hurt and I should take my contacts out and just toss them, since I got the new shipment of contacts this afternoon, but I don't have my glasses(even though I told my mom I did when I called her at 10 saying I was staying at Amber's) so I wanna hang onto my contacts so I can see tomororow morning when I go home. Yuck, dishes.

The cat is meditating... okay, now it's licking itself. Cassie in journalism said that my "animal personality" is like a cat-- seemingly sweet and innocent at first (how many people have said this now?) but really mysterious and vicious inside! Hehe, too bad I don't have claws, I bite them off! >_>

Mm, I told Amber about my angsting over Taisuke and Gene... I think just spending the night with her and having fun will help relieve stress and hopefully make it easier to tell Taisuke tomorrow that I'm not ready to meet him yet. That's true, and I'd feel better saying it than lying. So that's what I'll do.

But I am pissed off about something-- I left my wallet by the MAX2 machine earlier tonight while DDRing with Amber, and a bunch of people kept cutting in front of us while I kept Will company (he was feelin' ill all night, poor guy, I hope being warm/hanging out/eating a little something/going home early made him feel better) and Amber DMX'd. So after my turn, we went back to the front, and as we were going to leave nearly an hour later, I realized my wallet was gone-- thankfully I found it on the side of the machine, and everything seemed in place at first-- till I realized my money was gone! I'd had $6 in there, having spent $1 on tokens and about $3.25 at Subway on a sandwich and a drink. At first I thought Joey did it since he'd been so obstinate about letting Amber and me have our turn, but even I didn't believe that, and it took Will to tell me that to sink in. Still, I didn't know who did it... and I feel bad for lying to my mom and telling her I went to In-N-Out for dinner.

I went to Richter's before, but Julie was just leaving and Harry wasn't there, so I have to call and go back next week to get my application for INO filled out. Blah. But there's also the EBX forms, even though Richie said they're only taking applications, not hiring (how little sense does THAT make?).

It was kind of odd with Richie asking me (sorta) to "be his Valentine" tonight, but I sorta saw it coming. I hate Valentine's Day though, and I plan on going to Gene's 21st birthday that weekend and partying hard, and having fun. So no time for any of that weirdness.

I'm still not totally over some people, and I still think about others and maybe what could have been. But it seems that the only guys attracted to me are the ones I could never see myself as being more than friends with. *sigh* And then there's those I've only met once, or never met at all. What to do, what to do?

Whee, I hope Amber does some cool stuff to my hair and gives me cool clothes... it's a win-win relationship. Ehehe... okay, I may go back to watching ET or snuggling with the cat now. *snore* I'm kinda tired... *worry* I hope Will's feelin' better, he was pretty miserable earlier and both Amber and I were worried.