Well, tonight was interesting...

[azurite]

Once 5th period was over (and gawd, I hate Mrs. Thompson... she keeps bringing up that horseshit that the assholes in my class started about me being a "chronic cutter." And now with Collen spouting that -though we did apologize as I was leaving to lunch, which made me feel better- it makes me feel really outnumbered. Eva didn't do anything to stop that rumor from being considered truth -despite Mrs. Thompson having a soft spot for me for helping her with her computer a year ago- and Colleen... well, she just doesn't know what she's talking about. I'm absent when I'm sick. I don't cut.) I headed to RTA... and Will called me when I was less than a block from his school. But he didn't get on the 47 with me, because he wasn't walking on North Point... so I got there about 5 minutes before him, and was watching Johnny play initial D for a while before he showed up. We played a few games of Initial D -I got more experience getting my muffler handed to me by the brat Itsuki- and one of DDR-- and damnit, I have to practice more and more and more until I get Break Down pat, I refuse to cheat by turning the Freeze off, though it seems that those are the only things that get me. Feh. David was so cool though, and gave us a buncha free tokens. The twister, baseball, and a few other games sucked my tokens when I shoulda gotten tokens, but he was nice enough to give me 15 tix to add to our collection. Will and I had won a few with Skee-ball (well, I won about 6; Will played the Solar Spin and kept getting the jackpot because he knew the timing...) and will add that to our current count of 818 sometime soon. ^_^ YAY! DVD player ahoy!

Insatiable and always on the prowl.

Secretly, you love the fact that men are always labeled the pigs.

You know better. Oink, oink, Bee-otch.

Your eyes are always roaming and your pussy is always wet.



But that doesn’t mean you give it up. Au contraire.

You make him work for it, like the dog he is.

That’s the way of the world.



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After about an hour and a half (I think) we left with Johnny; Will and I talked on the bus for a while, which was cool, in a sense, because I didn't feel so terrible anymore for not talking to him yesterday. All in all, I was glad when I left, and I'm glad now... just sorta... hm, awkward I suppose is the right word. But it's not a bad thing! It's a normal thing. @_o; Yeah, so I got home after taking the 5 -I had to transfer again at Masonic... stupid MUNI- and had to leave almost immediately... I wanted to find my sketchbook and nearly-full Book of Inspiration, as talking to Will got me thinking, and being at a bus stop got me musing, and everyone knows by now that my muse is the Goddess of Transportation... ergo, I get all my best ideas at/near bus stops. My latest ideas? Two songs, one that I originally concieved the beat to on 1/31/03, the other that just popped into my head on my way home. Check 'em out... they're "tracks 13 and 14" on my "CD." One day I'll record it. Maybe if Will and Amber can do instrumentals and backup. @_@; Har.


(Chorus)
I'm racin' on the inside track now
Keep it up
Speed it up
Shift it up, down right now

Didn't want to be here
But the thrill and the rush
Not so much the prestige
So I'll show up late
Real nonchalant style
And let the passion find me

(Chorus)

Sometimes I get serious
Others I just don't care
It's not like this is all my life is
But I find myself there

(Chorus x 2 ... Fade Out)


And, the latest...



(Chorus)
I hardly see you anymore
I can't really figure out why
Maybe it's you
Maybe it's me
Maybe it's time to say goodbye

I thought you'd always be by my side
Never though I could let you go-o
I'm stuck here wondering
What will become of all this?
Stayin' here, gatherin' dust
Or faded into the mist?

I hardly see you anymore
And maybe it's for the best
You go your way
I'll go mine
Like this, there are no regrets

(Chorus)

I don't want to let you go
But this I can't deny
What it is that I felt
No matter how hard I try

You've been gone so long
Right now
Why are you still in my mind?
"Forget her, move on,"
Those were my thoughts
But somehow it just doesn't work

I hardly see you anymore
But why do I even care?
We were better as friends
No strings attached
But it's never worked out that way

(Chorus)

Hmm, that actually applies to a lot of sitauations I've been in or been exposed to, one way or another. But in case you didn't figure it out from the "her" reference (and no, I've never actually had an honest-to-god GIRLfriend that I could be referring to) I was speaking of my late sister. Mm, I've been thinking about her-- about my past in general a lot lately. I'm glad now I can laugh at it, instead of regretting it. I think I remember someone quoting an elderly person as saying "We don't regret what we didn't do in life, we regret what we DID do." It's not pessimistic to think that way-- it's like, people regret doing something bad, when they had the opportunity to do something good.


Yay, I have three reasons to celebrate tonight! Elaboration:

1) I beat Itsuki! I think it was less tries than with Iketani, but I'm not sure. I think I beat Iketani after 7 tries... maybe Itsuki was 6? ^^;; Who knows, I BEAT HIM! Now I'll be happy to chug cash into iD, because I know Shingo's a bastard and he's hard. But what I wonder is why those names aren't changed, but much sexier Japanese names... like Keisuke and Ryousuke and Takumi-- DID get changed. Blargh. Ooh, and I saw Gina and Jemmy BOTH play Bunta tonight-- I'm thinking, wtf is such an old man doing with such a damn sporty-ass car (it's a Subaru something-or-other) ... and even though Gina maintained a 40+ m advantage over him for the first two laps, Bunta dusted her at one of the turns, and she was -250 down by the end of the race, pulling averages shameful compared to the race with Takumi-- on the exact same track! @_@ What is it about Bunta that gets people performing below their par? Meeeh...

2) I got another person to buy a ticket for my concert next Thursday! YATTA! Oniichan, aka Vince is coming to my concert, and he hasn't come to one before, so I am very happy... who knows, maybe he can convince others to join him! ^_^ For those just joining us on the concert update, it is next Thursday (3/13) at 7:30 pm, doors close at 7:45. Only $5! And I'm in it! All the reason to go!

3) Joe finally talked to me tonight. I mean, it was more of a wave, and then I turned and was all, "So now you're talking to me, after how many months?" but in a friendly, happy, "it's about damn time" kind of voice. I think. I hope. Whatever. So he had to leave and go to his class, but after I came back from RnC, he came in again, sat next to me while we watched this strange old-school styled anime about a girl named Jane and her Bruce Wayne-lookalike stepbrother and Samurai Deeper Kyo (I'm in love with Benitora. He's SO DAMN HOT! BISHOUNEN BISHOUNEN BISHOUNEN!). Once again, SdK ended on a friggin' cliffhanger. Just like initial D... hmm, anyway, back to the topic. So yeah, we talked a little... moreso when we were leaving, because he offerred to give me a ride home; you know me and MUNI, I'd never turn down a free ride. Hmm, so we dropped off Cheuk, then me... next Monday we're supposed to go out for dinner downtown (me and Joe, not me and Cheuk! Gah, but both of them are about 1,000,000x more likely than Gilbert, who is getting SO annoying now!! Touching my knee and asking me what my dinner is... *shudder*) So I'm feeling kind of awkward about it, but a GLAD kind of awkward, because now I don't have anything like that HAUNTING me anymore. I was probably thinking about it more in the last few days, since I read that TAFFy SM (HONESTLY TAFFy!) story of mine on FFnet... uhm, "All Good Things." But... yeah.

I got sort of sick later on in the meeting, just before I thrashed Itsuki (okay, when I was beat by him the first time, I'd had a 200+ advantage; when I actually WON, it was with a 56+ m advantage). It lasted just before I got home; maybe 12 nuggets was too much? Blaah. But Mom had given me money before I left, so I could afford it, even though I'd gotten those free tokens at RTA and had a cheap lunch (cookie was free! people mooched!). I gave Mitch $4 for the library member fee, spent $1.50 on iD, dinner was $7.82... hmm... yeah, so I have about $8 left for tomorrow and Friday, when I go to Cala to get water for the Playathon. Whee, sleeping at school. -.- Fun. I just hope Rochelle's there so she can do my hair and such on Saturday afternoon before I go to the dance. *giddy* Whee~

Okay, freaky thing Helen sort of told me about... this game called "Cho Aniki." She brought it up while using a homonym of the Japanese pronunciation of Joe's name-- and then the three of them (including Cheuk) burst out in conversation, while I was pleading to be let in on the circle. Turns out it's an SNES game that takes a whole new look at fighting characters and their... personas, shall we say. But why let me spoil the fun? Go see for yourself.

Tomorrow I have school at 12:40pm, and it's only 3rd period (gah) and 6th period (TAing...) Koski might even let me go early, but what's the point in that, when I have my Media Academy at 3:30-- we're probably doing more Flash. *yawn* Sorry, not that interesting to me. I want to get back to work on the webpage, and figure out what the heck is wrong with my floating frameset! I don't know why the main page's scrollbar is still there; I don't know why there's that dinky little finger-sized piece of space at the bottom of the floating frame preventing it from being only ONE scrollbar on the whole page! GAH!!! Tasukete!!

Oh, I almost forgot to mention-- when I was on my way to the 28 stop today, I caught sight of this Toyota MR2... it was white and kinda beat up looking, but what fascinated me was that it was part of a TEAM-- Team Assassinato. Who knows, maybe it's just a dorky decal, but that'd still be cool if there was an honest to god team in my neighborhood. ^_^

Well, my stomach still kinda hurts... but hey, I can actually sleep in tomorrow, wake up, and STILL have two hours before needing to go to school. While I may not make French Toast (too much effort for just myself. Besides, I'm outta table syrup), I probably will work on some fics more. I was working on "A Christmas to Remember," my Inuyasha holiday fic, but I need help with Part 3... I don't know where to go. Blah. Okay, but I'm going now, becuase the icky feeling has come back.

Comments

uhm...

[liquidblueslife.livejournal.com]

you're not able to get the freezes on breakdown because frankly... the RTA pads aren't that sensitive... :-/ especially not for low-weight people like you an me ;P

[finyda.livejournal.com]

ok well if you're talking about the text box, basically just make the height bigger so that the scrollbar disappears and change the left from 7% to 0.

Hope that helps!