It's called contemplation.
Feb. 12th, 2004 02:20 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
azuriteWell, Mom and I just exploded in this huge argument earlier tonight. Of course, it had to happen during the last half of Angel, and it really began with her bitching about me leaving the computer on for the dinky 25 minutes Angel would be on. Oh wooooow. :P She complains about the stupidest things, but the resulting "conversation" or whatever you'd call it did result in some "truths" being unveiled.
So I told her the real reason why Joe and I broke up, and she nagged me to go see a therapist. I'm thinking "NO." But I am considering going to CCSF now, qualms or no. I have to think positive and such... And, drawing from my Dad, yeah, I can get a better job here in SF. But part of me really thinks I should get away from SF... just because it was my original plan... and then also because Dad's right, my Grandparent's aren't getting any younger, and they could use all the help they could get. But then, I don't *want* to leave Mom alone. I'm kind of torn here, and finding myself needing to make a decision rather fast. Well, SOON, anyway.
Besides that...
I'm so proud of myself! It looks good, eh?
I spent time talking to Tea-fan and another WDKY reviewer (I think) earlier... t'was fun, even if my 'Net did get cut off, and I never got the chance to explain to them what happened. :( But I DID manage to swing by janime.biz again and get an eyeful of delicious Seto fanart-- some of which TF sent me! *drowns in drool* WOW! I'm inspired for a few "Bad Grrl" scenes of WDKY... I'm not sure how I'd pull them off, though. They might work better in TJOY.
Speaking of fics, I'm thinking of applying to start a column at FFnet. Most of the other columnists have dropped out of sight, but they have great ideas. And you guys know me, I love to rant. It's just a matter of narrowing down my subject. It can't just be "Fanfiction," or even "Anime Fanfiction," but getting down to a specific fandom is too much. Or a genre. So... what to write about? I can't say anything like "good fanfics," since that's an opinion, but... a column sounds not only cool, but a great opportunity.
Any suggestions?
Yeah, so a lot's on my mind right now... WDKY too, of course, since I really threw myself into researching that earlier today. Er, yesterday. I just realized it's 2:19 am as I type this. X_X And I have to do the dishes, or mom will "wake me up in 3 hours." -.-;
Can you whistle with cracker in your mouth?
So I told her the real reason why Joe and I broke up, and she nagged me to go see a therapist. I'm thinking "NO." But I am considering going to CCSF now, qualms or no. I have to think positive and such... And, drawing from my Dad, yeah, I can get a better job here in SF. But part of me really thinks I should get away from SF... just because it was my original plan... and then also because Dad's right, my Grandparent's aren't getting any younger, and they could use all the help they could get. But then, I don't *want* to leave Mom alone. I'm kind of torn here, and finding myself needing to make a decision rather fast. Well, SOON, anyway.
Besides that...
I'm so proud of myself! It looks good, eh?
I spent time talking to Tea-fan and another WDKY reviewer (I think) earlier... t'was fun, even if my 'Net did get cut off, and I never got the chance to explain to them what happened. :( But I DID manage to swing by janime.biz again and get an eyeful of delicious Seto fanart-- some of which TF sent me! *drowns in drool* WOW! I'm inspired for a few "Bad Grrl" scenes of WDKY... I'm not sure how I'd pull them off, though. They might work better in TJOY.
Speaking of fics, I'm thinking of applying to start a column at FFnet. Most of the other columnists have dropped out of sight, but they have great ideas. And you guys know me, I love to rant. It's just a matter of narrowing down my subject. It can't just be "Fanfiction," or even "Anime Fanfiction," but getting down to a specific fandom is too much. Or a genre. So... what to write about? I can't say anything like "good fanfics," since that's an opinion, but... a column sounds not only cool, but a great opportunity.
Any suggestions?
Yeah, so a lot's on my mind right now... WDKY too, of course, since I really threw myself into researching that earlier today. Er, yesterday. I just realized it's 2:19 am as I type this. X_X And I have to do the dishes, or mom will "wake me up in 3 hours." -.-;
Can you whistle with cracker in your mouth?
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crackers
Date: 2004-02-12 07:39 pm (UTC)Re: crackers
Date: 2004-02-13 02:00 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-02-12 08:12 pm (UTC)Do tell where those pictures are! I would love to drool over some Seto fanart myself.
"Bad Grrl" scenes, ne? Sounds promising. Find a place and put them in, do not hold off on account of the plot. That is why plots are mobile and we (the insane writers who twist the fandom to suit *OUR* needs) can do what we will. *cackles*
P.S. A column idea sounds good. Wish I had that kind of time on my hands...
What's 10% inspiration, and 90% perspiration? I forgot.
Date: 2004-02-13 02:04 am (UTC)Janime.biz has a CRAPload of delicious fanart of your every Yugioh bishie, done by what HAS to be the most insane of fans in Japan, armed with tablets and airbrushes and imaginations bigger than anything else. *blushes* I mean WOW.
Bad Grrl scenes... I was trying to come up with an excuse for Tea, Chieko, and Serenity to steal the guys' underwear from the gym locker room. ^^; So it's not THAT Bad Grrl as one would expect, but sure to be funny. There were other ideas too...
Column Idea is gathering support... I shall do more research and put something together!
You go Az!
Date: 2004-02-13 12:00 am (UTC)That's an average of: 0.957 members/day!
So close to a full memeber! (I really do need a life...) But hey! Look at all the members! ^__^
~M
Re: You go Az!
Date: 2004-02-13 01:37 am (UTC)I need a title idea for my column, though! I don't want to use one that's already been taken... :P
Waai, that fanart makes me want to get to Part 11 already... Oops! *runs away*
Re: You go Az!
Date: 2004-02-13 01:51 am (UTC)O.O ... ^________^ I hope you get to part 11 as well... *cackles evilly*
Re: You go Az!
Date: 2004-02-13 01:54 am (UTC)Re: You go Az!
Date: 2004-02-13 01:56 am (UTC)http://www.fanfiction.net/read.php?storyid=1592726&chapter=6
Well there's a link! Evil ff.net hasn't actually shown it...but yes, it's up! Mwuahaahahahahahaaaaaa!