azurite | Maybe Grace is right

Bah, do I not have a social life or something? Most of my friends I've met online, I have huge responsibilties online, and a good deal of my time is spent parked in front of a computer. Like now, when, by all rights, I should be working on journalism. But Cassie's being somewhat of a bitch today (sorry, Cass, but bitching at me for trying to tell you something in layman's terms isn't nice) and is monopolizing the "good" computer for whatever reason. There's still the spread to test out and print, and god knows how many articles and pages... damn, and I still haven't found my yellow disk with my finalized copy of my article on it... >_> Maybe I saved it on my home computer? Gawd, I hope so.

;_; I'm depressed now though, even though just a period and a half ago I was so chipper. Why, then? Because even though today is 5/5, the first day of registration for new students at CCSF, ALL of my Japanese 1A classes are FULL! Stupid "senior" students. Why the hell are they taking 1A, Elementary Japanese, NOW!??!?!?!?! *sigh* My only option, after ALL that trouble, is to go to the class on June 9th and ask the instructor if there's any room. And, with my luck, I will feel like a COMPLETE idiot doing so, because everyone else in the class will be older than me. And since there's 3 classes at completely different times, if I honestly want to get into a class, I have to try going to ALL of them. The times when two of them start are pretty close to one another-- one's at 9:15 and one's at 9:30am, but the other one is at 6:30pm! GAAAH!! But Eva's reassuring me that plenty of people sign up for classes and don't show up. Something I don't understand, since CCSF in my book has repeatedly made it nothing short of a hassle for me to attend or even register for classes. And back in the day when I was so assured about college and SFSU and everything, I detested CCSF completely, totally, and utterly. But because of my sheer laziness in junior year, the most crucial of high school years, I failed Japanese 4, and now I have to take the credit equivalent in order to get into SFSU. And here my friends are going to Universities like UCLA and Mt. St. Mary's. God, what happened to me!? This is terrible.

It's Monday, and there's much ahead. Hopefully:
a) getting money from recycling-- and going to the right place, where they REDEEM beverage containers and GIVE YOU CASH will brighten my day. In stead of getting cash from the ATM, money from there will have to do. I want to (shock!) go to Stonestown and get Nihongo Pera Pera at Border's (though I could get it at J-town, which Joe and I are also supposed to go today)... and I have coupons for some free/discounted stuff at Stonestown. See, it pays to be on mailing lists!! WAHOO!! To that, and only that.

b) Uhm, X-2 won't be sold out on Fandango, it will be fun, and the lines won't be hell? Ha. Ha. Ha. (Fat chance)

c) Uhm... I want good eatin'. Barbeque. I WANT BBQ RIBS!!! (where's Applebee's when you need it!!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!!??) Or crepes. But that's not the same.

There's other stuff I'm sure I'm forgetting, but I'm hungry and I want to go. I'll probably end up typing more in 6th period, since Koski always pulls a Houdini on me, and I have nothing better to do.

Eva thinks I'm happy now. I'm not. Just for the record.