Mm, I forgot about this...

[azurite]

1) Fascinating names you are called by (Nicknames): o_O Fascinating? Uh, well, there's Mer, Shorty *growls*, Kitty, Meri, Az, and Andi. If I were to ever to change my name to something wannabe-stylish, it'd be Andi.

2) Things you love to be called?: Uhm, my real name? I am not White Girl, Shorty, Midget, etc. *hiss* Then again, "fun to chill with" is always a plus. I never believe people when they say I'm "cute" (I HATE THAT WORD!) or "smart."

3) Things someone told you that you were or see you as?: Stubborn, Judgmental, Creative, Passionate, Loyal, Emotional, Strange

4) Places you would leave to if possible?: Leave to go TO? Japan. New York.

5) Talents you wish you were good at or want to learn: Better at journalistic writing, having a semi-decent level at math, better at anime-style drawing, better at multi-cultural cooking (as opposed to just breakfast and desserts, which I am finding to my dismay most modern guys don't eat -.-)

6) Things you often think about?: Writing, somehow getting to college, somehow getting the hell out of my mom's house, somehow succeeding at my dream of becoming a journalist

7) How would you see yourself dying?: For my friends. I am the human bullet shield. =P

8) Things that hurt physically or emotionally?:
PHYSICALLY - getting beaten up.
EMOTIONALLY - watching your friends find happiness with each other and then not have the decency to tell you what the hell's going on even though it should tecnically be plain as day... hearing from your friends that they're ALL falling for your best friend instead of you

9) Harsh words you will forever remember hearing or being called?:

"Mer, you're such a bitch, I never want to speak to you again!"
"I... really don't think we can be friends anymore."
"...I can't stop thinking about this one girl..."


10) Phrases or quotes?:

"Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind." - Dr. Suess
"If the world didn't suck, we'd all fall off."
"It will be a great day in the world when all the schools have all the money they need and the Air Force needs to have a bake sale to buy a new bomber."

11) People know you to most likely never?: Betray my friends, Go vegetarian, Become a celibate, Stop writing

12) Things to be disappointed at?: Not getting into college this fall because of my own laziness, being jealous and judgmental of my friends when I'm damn lucky to have them in the first place

13) Things you dislike?: Not having money, being lazy, people that prattle on about something they know next to nothing about, being hungry

14) Things that would kill you or torture you?: That I could never succeed, that I could never say goodbye to the people that mean the most to me, that I actually *DO* have one of those killer, traumatic diseases I imagine myself getting every now and then

15) Things you will never look back to?: I can't remember, I stopped looking back.

16) Things you look forward to?: Fanime. Getting into college one day.

17) Five things you can keep for life?: Friends, Creativity, Music, Randomness, Love of cooking

18) Things never to forget (memories perhaps?): My sister; first meeting Amber, Will, Grace, and Mike; my first boyfriend; all my crushes (sad, isn't it? it's PLURAL); getting my first "paycheck" in the form of 8 $20 dollar bills.

19) What's your dream?: To become a successful and popular journalist for a magazine that's modern, trendy, and colorful



Since I tend to hate one-line emails, unless you're reading this from the extended view, I also get irritated at one-line entries, with only a silly link to something like the above. There should be content, j00! Not much I can think of to say though, since I pretty much ranted so much before.

I can ask something though. Why does everyone like Holly? I mean guys. I don't know too many girls besides her own *insert insult here* friends that actually like her. What is it that turns girls off of her, but makes guys flock to her like moths to a flame? Or male praying mantii to female maniii? Do you get my reference here? She's going to eat you all.

It's already 3:30. I've gone a while without doing anything real productive or eating anything. I think that's my cue to play Star Ocean until the food gets here or my mom nags me about replacing the fish filter. Eww, fish shit.